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Greetings from San Francisco!
Topic Started: Jul 10 2010, 09:36 PM (539 Views)
Ragan
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I debated on the name of my offishull confeshunall for a while. I had "Ragan's Foxy Jouney to the Finals," "The Village People," and "OMGay" floating around my head, but I thought that Greetings from San Francisco worked.

Anyways, this is where I'll be keeping ALL of my confessionals. I've done them a shitton of ways, but I think that keeping them in one thread is the neatest way to do it. Like, when I read a game and I have to click on a BUNCH of different threads, I get tired and I just stop reading the confessional. Hopefully having it in one area will allow people to enjoy this more <3
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A thread for each round of play is fetch!

I can't wait for an updat! And as you know, I will be randomly posting confessional snippets for our lurkers when I can. <3
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Ragan
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This game is quickly ruining my life. Whenever I tried to do work today, I would get sidetracked by sending out long ass PMs to people I don't even really like... eek. What has become of me? :(

I guess I should start out with how I wanted to play this game. I have been playing pretty passive, adapting games - which is great and all, but using the same strategy over and over again gets old. Plus, I have discovered that my desktop is a lot quicker than my laptop, so now I'll be using it for competitions - maybe I'll actually become a true competition whore? Anyways, I am making it my goal to try to befriend everyone here. I want people to at least like me. I haven't played a Big Brother game in a while, so I'm not really sure which strategy to employ... but I think this one will be effective for now.

I also want to be a more aggresive player. You know, someone who initiates deals. My issue is that a lot of the time, when I start deals, I end up with a hell of a lot more than I ever wanted.

As far as first impressions go, the only people who have rubbed me the wrong way are Andrew, Hayden and Enzo. Enzo was screwed regardless of what he did. I didn't want him to show up, and when he did, I was pissed that he wasn't inactive :lol: . Hayden writes in really short sentences. I initially thought he would be fun (he offered me a F2 in our first PM wtf), but he quickly fizzled out and became a bore. That's not a schtick - if you read our PMs, you will want to DIE. Andrew's schtick is ridiculous. It's all that he talks about. It's like, alright - we get that you've done your research. Congrats. Do you have anything else to offer?

I could totally see myself aligning with Britney in the future. Unless she hates me (if she does... :( ) and is COMPLETELY fucking with me, I think we've got a really strong connection. She is one of the more consistent PMers, which I appreciate. Plus, she is full of personality <3.

I also really clicked with Kristen and Matt. Matt and I haven't spoken too much, but when we do... it's like magic happens. I've got a slight issue with him because; he misuses semi-colons; I think I can look past it, though;. Plus, we were talking for like 5 minutes and he was like all over my dick... which I guess I'm used to by now, but damn. I'm not THAT personable. Kristen on the other hand is a really chill girl. I ID'ed her almost immediately because of one tiny thing she said, but I will not let that effect my game (ywia CR).

...but things aren't as amazeballs as they seem. You see, I've got a little problem in the game. That problem is called my social game. I thought it was great, and obvo it is if I had a few offers today (Matt forced me into a partnership, Kristen asked me to watch her back, and Andrew said he wanted to go far in the game with me but he never went back to it).

A little known secret: people don't like to be forced into alliances. This will be my second straight GayGay game where I have been told what alliance I'm in, and I don't have any choice as to who is in it. The best alliances work when people come together as a unit because they get along so well, not because they are told to work with one another. So, explain to me why Kristen sent me an entirely too brief PM about a group of me/her/Monet/Kristen/Matt? This is basically how it went:

Kristen: Oh btw you're in an alliance now, yay <3
Me: lolwut

I am not sure who I need to place the blame on, but I am *not* happy. I've got a feeling Matt was all "WE NEED RAGAN WE NEED RAGAN." I am glad to be included, but I would much rather start my own fucking army. I don'thave an issue with Monet or Annie... I just don't trust them. Monet and I have exchanged a few boring PMs, and Annie just screams shady bitch to me.

I'm sure I'll have more to write about as this shitty alliance scandal unfolds more. I will keep you alert (enter a rainbow of wubs here).
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omw, this is a hotshit ~epic~ update! I LOVE IT!

You keeping getting put into alliances <3 That's hilarious, it is your epic social game though, they need to include your hot hot ass in on that shit.

I actually am the one to start the alliances, but I have been forced into some shithouse alliances in my day too, not gonna lie, and I DO hate it too.

I love watching you play and I know you're going to kick asses and take names up in this bitch. You already are. :wub

You mentioned on AIM that you were upset that Britney wasn't in this alliance you're in, do you plan on including her or telling her about it?

If you got HoH, who goes up and why?

Also, I did this for you:
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I had to use a shitty screencap, it's the best I can do, there just aren't any good pics out there that I could find, and the lighting on the screencap pic sucks ass but eh, if you wanna switch it out with your old one go for it, if not, don't. It's up to you. <3
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Hey Ragan! You are already my fave. Good luck in this game!

Epic confessional <3
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Hayden writes in really short sentences. I initially thought he would be fun (he offered me a F2 in our first PM wtf), but he quickly fizzled out and became a bore. That's not a schtick - if you read our PMs, you will want to DIE.


Now you know what it was like with the Borewhores ^_^

Being told you're in alliances is THE BEST THING EVER. Because people are looking out for you, and you don't have to look out for them in return. Or that's my philosophy on the subject.

Great update. I can't wait to see you challengewhore!
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Ragan
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Jesus Chen <3333

Jack - it's great and all that they are watching your back, but I KNOW I'll end up betraying them... So when I do, they're going to act all high and mighty and be all betrayed.

GayGay - I won't tell Britney about the alliance yet, because it's too early to start some drama. I'm sure there will be some shit that goes down that fractures it soon enough, so I'm not *too* worried.

And I love that avatar. It's so bitchy <3
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For the love of Ray-Gay <3

You should totes rig that shit for me to win! :wub

Anything interesting/new happen today?

Good luck so so much tonight!
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Ughhhh. I feel like a cheating husband waiting while his wife takes a pregnancy test - I don't want a fucking kid, but I'll be so happy if it turns up negative. That metaphor actually didn't make like any sense, but I like it so I'm keeping it in this confessional :lol: . Anyways, I'm so stoked for tonight because I want to know who the challenge whores are and I want to see how my new computer (k, it's old, but it's my new challenge computer) will do. I'm hoping it dominates! I really don't want tonight to go poorly though, and if I leave... omg eek. That would SUCK.

I seriously regret making FtLoRG. Like... it made me so much more visible than I am comfortable being. I'm sure that if I do get nominated I'll be safe (unless there is some other alliance out there), but I don't want people to feel threatened by me because I'm such a social butterfly, you know? Sure, it's funny and the lurkers love it (at least, they better >:O), but now the cast knows I'm witty... as if they didn't before. Plus, color coating = one HELL of a bitch.

I'm not as LIVID as my alliance today, because I think it's a really workable situation for me. 5 is wayy too big of alliance for this early in the game, and the way that it was set-up was entirely too sloppy. Seriously, I have never played a game before where I had to go up to people and check to see if I was in an alliance with them like this one. Plus, I feel really close to Matt and Kristen, so I know they have my backs.

The reason I call it dynamic is because I'm fairly certain that Kristen and Monet were the two who set it up. Then, somewhere along the way, Matt, Annie and myself got pulled in. Kristen says that Annie and Matt are close, I KNOW Kristen and Monet are close, and I'm close with everyone sans Monet... who I am finally bonding with. It took discussions about Glee, but I am finally getting that mutewhore to open up. That's exactly why I'm gay - it's so much easier to fuck a guy than a girl.

If I win HoH, I'm going after Hayden and Enzo. Really... those two are just a waste of space. Enzo is a wasted character, and for that, I simply will *not* let it slide by. Hayden is probably the biggest headache for me to PM by this point because all of his responses are like "OMG K HART HART HART." Sure, that's how I talk, but I back it up with substance.

I LOVE RACHEL. I am sure some jello bitches will target her, but I honestly will not have that. She's one of the happiest people here, and she's so cute! I acknowledge that it's a risk for me to leave her around - if I cross her, she'll come after me tenfold. Hopefully I won't have to, though :)
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Just dropping in to say good luck tonight. <3
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Julie Chen,Jul 12 2010
01:43:13 AM
Just dropping in to say good luck tonight. <3

OMGay. Thanks boo, I need it <3
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That's exactly why I'm gay - it's so much easier to fuck a guy than a girl.


LOVE THIS! :wub ^_^

HOT UPDATE TOO! I would ask questions, but you ran things down so well there is no need to! <3 <3 <3
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I am SO fucking over this cast right now.

During the nomination PMing period (which was done beautifully, good job GayGay), my inbox was a lot like Kate Gosselin's Vagina: a ghost town that used to be really populous. I seriously felt like EVERYONE was plotting against me and I wanted to DIE. As of right now, I am a paranoid mess, especially with some fucking idiot telling Andrew that someone wants him gone.

Seriously, who the FUCK would do that? Andrew should, in all reality, be a really easy boot. He has a terrible schtick and like NO friends. But apparantly he likes me? Either way, we don't need TWO fucking paranoid messes running around here.

Don't get me started on that cunt Annie. I PMed her RIGHT before she won HoH, and she never responded? Da fuck slunt? I'm sorry, but we're allies - which I regret 100%. You need to PM me and at least reassure me. She is a shady muther FUCKER and I don't trust her nasty gonnorhea ass at ALL. Then she took 15 minutes to nominate Lane and Enzo? Da fuckkkk. Lane is a boring ass bitch who wasn't PMing me *DESPITE* the fact that I return EVERY SINGLE ONE OF HIS BORING ASS PMS.

Ugh and then Brittany stopped PMing me JUST as I was telling her that I hate when people don't PM me. I hope she isn't online - I need to check into that, actually <3.

I was seriously only PMing my alliance mates. Oh, and then I remembered I needed to PM Andrew back, so he joined the fold. When you're excited to be PMing FUCKING ANDREW, you have a problem. A serious, serious problem. Like AIDS. Or cancer. I don't fucking care, but it's a terminal disease.

And now I'm convinced I need to align with Britney. She said she didn't have any alliances, which was probably a lie, but I love her so so much... even if she doesn't know what replying to a PM is. I figure if I have her, Andrew, Rachel and Kathy all as my like side BFFs, then the next boots should be Lane, Brendon and Hayden. OMGAY THAT WOULD BE AMAZEBALLS!
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I would read this if you weren't a homo.
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OMW Ragan, I can't lie, I absolutely love your passion for my game and all your cunty comments, you crack me up and entertain the hell outta me. Always. :wub

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:lol: :lol: :lol: That is fucking hysterical! OMG!!

So with all this tension you're feeling, what do you plan on doing if you get HoH now?

I know you're frustrated with some of the bitches in this game, but I don't think it's as bad as it feels right now, I would chock ((is that how it's spelled when used like this?)) it up to just the game starting, some nerves and paranoia and stuff, you're playing a great game, and you are a joy to watch. <3
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