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ROUND TEN; :( Britney
Topic Started: Jul 21 2010, 11:47 PM (68 Views)
Kristen
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Well I survived to the F4. I should be happy, but I'm not. Instead, all I can do is :cry that my closest ally and best friend is gone. Britney has been with me since after the first round, when I sent her that PM telling her all about the Dysfunctional Big 5. When she won HoH I never even doubted that I'd be put up. We shared all our pm's, strategized, and I almost felt like we played the same game. Now without her, I feel lost and sad.

:cry :cry :cry :cry
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Kristen
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Rachel sent me this:

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Yeah it was horrible. I absolutely loved Britney and it felt awful being pitted against her. She wasn't in the Big 5, but I was so close to her nevertheless throughout the game, and when the game is over you'll see just how much I loved her in my confessional. It was almost like a showmance. :cry


My confessional... I vent in it a lot so a lot of the things I've said about people at one time or another were just through tears and frustrations. I hope nobody will be upset over it. :( I would hate for my negativity to affect people the way some have affected me.

But omg, look what Brit sent me before she left:

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Well if my time is up, then it's up. It sucks, but I'm trying to convince Andrew. If he doesn't buy it then, oh well, I tried. I had a great time here with you all :wub: Take care of Kristen, please? I would LOVE to see one or both of you in the F2, that would be the BEST. If I go, best of luck. I  <3 you


Omg. :( This sucks so much. :( It is nice to see you and her become such good friends, that's what I wanted this house to be about. Making life-long friendships. So sweet :( :wub


Omigod that's so sweet. <3 Us going to the F2 would be wonderful. FYI I made a FAKE promise to Andrew that I'd use the veto on him in the F4 round, but he like then said thatt I was a huge threat and didn't even offer me a deal, so whatever, tomorrow, if I win it and you're on the block, I'm not using it on him. :rolleyes:
But I don't want you to get the wrong idea ikf he tells you.
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:cry at Britney being loyal to me till the end.
And tomorrow I don't care I'm not using the veto on Andrew, no matttwr what I promised him, :iiam
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Aww Andrew and I have a long chat:

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Yeah Rachel at this point probably has a huge cult following almost :lol:
I am so sad ovr Britney though. I think you were one of the first to figure out that we were really tight.

Really? I thought it was kind of obvious. A part of me always thought that you had me and Britney on the side with the Big Five alliance. I thought there was something really weird about the fact that Britney was not included in that alliance.


Well this is what happened. Ragan and Matt tried to get Brit in an alliance. And they did ... sorta ... but I had beaten them to the punch. One day, we were both online at the same hours and literally spent all day talking, and I told her about the Big 5 alliance. She told me about how Ragan had approached her too, but since he didn't tell her about the Big 5 alliance, she kind of trusted me more than she trusted him. She sent me every pm he'd send her plotting against Monet or Annie or me. She also told me that you were in an alliance with Matt and Ragan. :(
But when she won HoH, and Monet used the coup, that was when I was the most worried, because until then, it's like our relationship hadn't been tested before. But sure enough, when she was HoH she put up like everyone but me. :lol:
Yeah, Britney was a great ally, and I wouldn't be here without her, because she told me about every plan ever launcheed by Ragan or Matt, and because of that I could always reposition myself.

That makes a lot of sense. Ragan is really stupid. I can tell you for a fact right here, right now, that I never had an alliance with Ragan and Matt. Matt told me that he wanted to go to the end with me and both of them confessed about the Big Five after the Coup round but I never had anything with them collectively. I always kinda knew where Ragan stood, but it was a relationship that was based off of having similar agendas. Like I remember telling him that I thought Mone't was a threat and once I did that he started talking to me A LOT more and spilling more secrets and such. I think that me wanting Mone't out was the key to splitting Ragan off since it gave him someone to talk to that wouldn't run and tell everyone. :lol:

I knew that Britney was a great ally, I honestly wish that I had worked with her. I thought about getting something together with her after the Big Five fell apart since it became evident that me, Rachel and her were the ones on the outside. But I knew that it wasn't worth it since she was not going to be into it that much since we both had prior relationships.


Well see Ragan always ran his mouth, and couldn't keep a secret to save his life. :rolleyes: He kind of screwed both you AND Matt over by telling everyone that the three of you were in an alliance, and openly said that he was looking for a "vaj" to counter what he considered the alliance of me/Monet/Annie. For that reason I think the house was sort of divided by the coup. But Britney stayed with me when she didn't need to, and I feel awful that tonight ended up with her leaving, because had she gone with Matt and Ragan, her game might have turned out differently. It's hard to say now, but she was incredibly loyal to me all game, and for that reason I feel so sad right now. :cry
Her last PM to Rachel was her telling Rachel to "take care of me."

Aww that is so sweet. I really did like her, I hope she doesn't dislike me due to what happened since she was awesome. :( But Ragan seriously fucked over his game worse than the Pharaoh fucked over his people when he didn't let them go with Moses.


He also fucked up yours and Matt's, sorry to say. Because he couldn't shtu the fuck up about his alliances, you and Matt got permanently associated with him. I mean you're still here but Matt is gone purely because of his association with Ragan.
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Kristen,Jul 21 2010
09:47:48 PM
Well I survived to the F4. I should be happy, but I'm not. Instead, all I can do is  :cry that my closest ally and best friend is gone. Britney has been with me since after the first round, when I sent her that PM telling her all about the Dysfunctional Big 5. When she won HoH I never even doubted that I'd be put up. We shared all our pm's, strategized, and I almost felt like we played the same game. Now without her, I feel lost and sad.

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This is the saddest post ever. :(

I am sorry you lost your Britney last night, Kristen. I know how close you two were. :( :( :(

You can still kick ass tonight, and I hope you do! Good luck soooo much!!! :wub
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