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| 13 Jul 09, 6.25 PM; (Illybrius - Akuma) | |
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Illybrius Falcon <oasisofburningrain@gmail.com> Mon, Jul 13, 2009 To: darkestdeathangel@gmail.com 6:25 PM Illybrius: You! Nice lady me: Offers candy 6:26 PM Illybrius: takes lollipop Fanks me: Small smile You're welcome. 6:27 PM Illybrius: is now about six years old me: Want some more? Illybrius: Fanks! grin 6:28 PM me: You're cute kid. 6:29 PM Illybrius: frown Not a kid. m'a big boy! See? stands up me: Yup. Bigger than my boys. I have two sons. 6:30 PM Illybrius: How old? me: Not very old but they can do magic now. 6:31 PM Illybrius: sets tribal print cloth on fire Me too! 6:32 PM me: I can see that. Puts fire out 6:33 PM Illybrius: beams Fwiend says I make nice fiwe but it's not nice to set stuff on fiwe. me: Summons a straw battle dummy You can use that for your fire. 6:34 PM Illybrius: sucks thumb 6:35 PM me: Hands you a candy bar Illybrius: No fanks. me: You sure? 7 minutes 6:42 PM Illybrius: Me sure. 6:43 PM me: Alright. 6:45 PM Illybrius: hands you a bouquet of flowers me: Thank you. 6 minutes 6:52 PM Illybrius: Welcome me: You a such a good and handsome boy. 6:54 PM Illybrius: smiles 6:55 PM me: Offers you a small short sword Illybrius: shakes head me: Anything I can get you at all? 6:56 PM Illybrius: I like talking to you me: I like talking to you too. 6:57 PM Illybrius: fills out a little bit 6:58 PM me: My your really are growing fast. 6:59 PM Illybrius: flexes muscles I have muscles! 7:00 PM me: Yes you do. You look very strong. Illybrius: preens 7:01 PM me: Flex again. I want to see how strong you are. Illybrius: flexes proudly me: Wow..so strong! 7:02 PM Illybrius: I joined a football team, a basketball team, a softball team, and a swimteam, but I couldn't play today because I was too little. 7:03 PM me: Now you are bigger so they have to let you play. 7:04 PM Illybrius: I'm going to join a rugby team too! me: I never heard of rugby. 7:05 PM Illybrius: It uses an almond-shaped ball, and you have to throw it through the goal and tackle the throwers for the other team. me: Sounds just like football. Illybrius: No, football uses a polygonal ball that you kick. 7:06 PM me: Oh. See I didn't know that. Thank you for teaching me. 7:09 PM Illybrius: I might join volleyball and lacrosse too me: Cool. I think you'll be the best at all of them. 7:10 PM Illybrius: The coaches think I have an interior motive for joining. 7:11 PM me: You mean "alterior"? Illybrius: Interminable 7:14 PM spasms 7:15 PM me: Holds your hand Illybrius: m'o k ay me: You sure? Illybrius: is now about 17 7:16 PM Y-yes, I'm sure. me: Want me to let go?? Illybrius: It's okay 7:17 PM me: Alright. 7:18 PM Illybrius: Coach says I'm on so many teams so I can forget about my outside problems. me: You might be but if it works then it's okay right? 7:19 PM Illybrius: Coach is wrong. I like sports. 7:20 PM me: I never played. I always fouhgt alot. 7:23 PM Illybrius: If the other team beats me in rugby, I eat their quarterback blinks, dazed me: how are you feeling? 7:24 PM Illybrius: like hell me: I can bet. 7:27 PM Illybrius: My thumb is wet. me: You were sucking on it. Illybrius: makes a face 7:28 PM me: Tries not to smile Illybrius: wipes thumb on your cheek me: Hey! 7:29 PM Illybrius: laughs loudly 7:30 PM me: Licks my fingers and wipes them on your cheek Illybrius: cranks them off with fist 7:34 PM me: Small smile 6 minutes 7:40 PM Illybrius: bigger smile 7:41 PM me: Kisses your cheek I'll be right back. 40 minutes 8:21 PM Illybrius: carefully places a cake on top of your head 8:24 PM This is taking longer than I thought... 8:25 PM me: Tosses a red and blue fruit down There. Illybrius: smiles And it would seem that the lady is back. 8:26 PM catches and tosses in the closet me: Sighs and sits down Illybrius: Is something wrong, miss? 8:27 PM me: No. Just tired. It was harder than I thought. 8:28 PM Illybrius: How difficult can it be to pluck a fruit? 8:29 PM me: It's guarded but more guards than I care to count and my royal status could get me within a mile of it. Couldn't8 8:30 PM Illybrius: I don't see why it would get you exiled if you said it was for the family of a god. 8:31 PM me: Sigh It's not the fact that it was a god that upsets them. It's the fact that he's a full blooded demon. Illybrius: ... Are you that thick? I meant that you should have told them it was for the family of a god. That WOULDN'T upset them, I think. 8:32 PM me: They wouldn't care. 8:33 PM Illybrius: eyes glitter Really... Well, let's see them try to punish you in any way for it. me: They won't. They no better. Illybrius: Including exile 8:34 PM me: I'm already exiled. Illybrius: I could make their land barren for a year me: Please don't. I don't really care. 8:35 PM Illybrius: smirk It would be fun me: As much as I don't care for them they are still my people. t's fine. I never really wanted to go back anyway. 8:36 PM Illybrius: Mmhmm. 8:37 PM me: Sorry for spoiling your fun. Illybrius: Mmhmm I'll find new ways to make fun. I always do. me: That you do. 8:38 PM Illybrius: smirk I set Trent's hair on fire 8:39 PM me: Might improve his look. Illybrius: I don't know about that but it was fun 8:40 PM me: He deserves it. Illybrius: nods 8:41 PM me: Are you and your husband better now? Illybrius: nod-nod We're not fighting anymore 8:42 PM me: Smile Good. Illybrius: Apparently he got some sense beaten into him. me: Not really. 8:43 PM Illybrius: I like him better when we're not fighting. me: Me too. It means you're in a better mood. 8:44 PM Illybrius: I'm not that moody... am I? me: When it comes to Orion yes. But I don't mind. 8:46 PM Illybrius: Oh. 8:47 PM I didn't like the thought that he could be admiring another boy more than me. 8:48 PM me: You mean the boy he locked down in the basement of the house in Italy? Illybrius: I don't know. The boy who had your phone. me: He's got blue hair and eyes and was beaten. Illybrius: Ori said he was easy on the eyes and that he was all he needed. pouts at the memory 8:49 PM me: Now he needs you. Illybrius: But still. 8:50 PM me: I know how you feel Lee. Illybrius: scowls He shouldn't have said it. 8:51 PM me: I know. Illybrius: claws at the bedpost 8:53 PM me: I wish he would learn to treat you better. Illybrius: It isn't that he treats me badly, but he's so accustomed to men... and I 8:55 PM me: You don't like how he is around other men. 8:56 PM Illybrius: I pursued him rather than the other way around. It feels as though ... Sometimes, as though if I hadn't forced him to marry me, he'd have found somebody else and been happier than he is now. me: I doubt that. 8:57 PM Illybrius: Are you just saying that to cheer me up? me: No. I truely beleive that. 8:59 PM Illybrius: Alright... I'm a ... a bit of a... a manslut as well, but I try not to say anything about other men's looks to him. 9:00 PM me: I don't like he really cares as long as you always come back to him. I think if you ever left him he wouldn't last an hour. 9:01 PM Illybrius: But... I'm trying to say that I do care and that just coming back isn't enough for me. I wonder if that's damaging to him, if I'm ... impossible. 9:02 PM me: I don't think so. I think his fear that he's losing you is driving you two apart. Illybrius: frown He isn't losing me. Why would he think that? 9:03 PM me: Sometimes he does want others with you. Sometimes he justs wants you. 9:04 PM Illybrius: With me, yes, fine. I want the same sometimes. ... but I felt as though he was comparing my looks to the other boy's. 9:05 PM me: I highly doubt that. Illybrius: ? 9:06 PM me: Please I know you don't trust me very much but please trust me on this. He loves you looks and all and you are the only person he will ever want to have a relationship with. 9:08 PM Illybrius: I do trust you, but why do you doubt that he was comparing me? 9:09 PM me: Because he's blind to others when it comes to you. A naked guy could be in front of him and you could be completely covered and he would only look at you. 9:13 PM Illybrius: Really, because it seemed different the other day 9:14 PM me: I don't know anyother way to convince you. Maybe you should ask him to read out of his diary. 9:17 PM Illybrius: If he was blind to others, he would not have commented on the other boy's appearance. me: He did because you asked. Illybrius: No, I didn't. 9:18 PM me: Then he probably thought it was what you wanted to hear. 9:19 PM Illybrius: nods I can accept that. The thought was incorrect on his part, but I can accept it. puts another cake on the first one me: I ate the first one. It was very good. 9:20 PM Illybrius: ...where the first one used to be me: Takes off to save for later Thank you. 9:22 PM Illybrius: smiles I can't eat cake with my mouth full. me: At least you're having fun. Illybrius: ;) 9:23 PM me: Small smile You're lucky. 9:25 PM Illybrius: tickles behind knee with one hand me: Pulls away laughing hard Illybrius: :) 9:26 PM me: So you figures out one of my weak spots....I'll make sure to hide the other two. Illybrius: purr 9:27 PM me: Smiles Illybrius: starts and wipes off face 9:28 PM me: Hands you a handkercheif for future use 9:29 PM Illybrius: shakes head hard me: Nods 9:30 PM Illybrius: smiles and wipes off my face on Ori's stomach There. It was his mess anyway. me: Yeah. 9:31 PM Illybrius: squeezes your hand Thanks for the handkerchief offer though. 9:32 PM me: You're welcome. Least I can do for you. Illybrius: grins and licks 9:33 PM me: Smiles and starts to lick back then stop 9:34 PM Illybrius: purrs It's alright 9:35 PM me: Smiles and gives you a small lick 9:36 PM Illybrius: licks back me: Bigger lick 9:37 PM Illybrius: obnoxious lick me: Smiles and wipes cheek on your chest Illybrius: Who said I licked your cheek? 9:38 PM me: Where else would you lick me? 9:39 PM Illybrius: licks tongue 9:44 PM tilts head me: Small chuckle You are something special. 9:46 PM Illybrius: beam I know, but how are you thinking so? me: In all ways. You are perfect. There is no other way to describe it. 9:48 PM Illybrius: cocks head What brought this on? 9:49 PM me: I've been thinking on it for a while. About you and me and well....everything. Illybrius: Hmm? 9:51 PM me: All they are is nothing more than the musings of a lonley woman. Nothing that has any real meaning. 9:52 PM Illybrius: Mm. 9:53 PM me: Don't worry about it. It's nothing. 9:54 PM Illybrius: You're confusing. 9:55 PM me: Don't feel bad. I'm confusing myself. I know what is the right thing to do I'm just having trouble becuase it conflicts with what I want. 9:56 PM Illybrius: Hmm? What do you want? me: More than what I should ever hope for. 9:57 PM Illybrius: pointed yawn 9:58 PM me: Turth: I want a relationship that is both physical and emotional. 9:59 PM Illybrius: nods me: But what I want conflicts with what I am supposed to do. 10:00 PM Illybrius: Who said anything about what you're "supposed" to do? It's in your head. 10:02 PM me: You said to start over and take it slow and if something developed then we would go from there. Seeing you with someone ...makes me yearn for what you have and what I can't get. 10:04 PM Illybrius: Who says you can't get it? Maybe you just need to meet the right man 10:06 PM me: You don't get it do you? You are the man I want. And I also beleieve you are the man I can never have. If it wasn't for Leon and Stile....I would have stayed dead. 10:08 PM Illybrius: Are you absolutely sure you won't ever meet anybody else? 10:10 PM me: I don't want anyone else. I'm also content if I am allowed to stay by your side. With practice I'm sure I can control myself better so as not to interfer with your life. It should only take a week or so if I push myself. I promise. Illybrius: Hmm? You're not interfering 10:11 PM me: It feels like it. if noot directly then indirectly. Illybrius: No, you're not interfering. 10:13 PM me: I'm also trying to stay out of your life so as my people don't conflict anyore with yours. It can't be undone I know but I can makes sure it never happens again. 10:14 PM Illybrius: ... It isn't that. I don't mind interacting, but it's when yours become the only ones who know what's going on or how to fix it that I become upset 10:15 PM me: I've been trying to make things better. I'm not sure if it's working. 10:16 PM Illybrius: sigh 10:18 PM me: I'm not good enough. Illybrius: That's not it at all 10:19 PM I just don't like being in the dark or powerless me: That makes two of us. 10:20 PM Illybrius: Mm. 10:21 PM me: You're giving up your power and I'm losing mine. All because of love. 10:22 PM Illybrius: Mm. 10:24 PM me: Did you ever go see Bruno? Illybrius: No. Why? me: I just know you said you wanted to go. I figured you would have seen it. 10:25 PM Illybrius: No 10:27 PM me: I think I'll take the boys to see the Tranformers movie. I know they liked the first one when I watched it a few nights ago. Illybrius: ................... 10:28 PM Wonderful. My boys are going to grow up to be pop-culture junkies. 10:29 PM me: Stupid of me. I'll just find something to rent for them. Illybrius: Don't bother. Their minds have probably already absorbed... it. 10:31 PM me: I haven't taken then to see it yet nor will I now. I...I'll be a bad mother if I do. Illybrius: ... I was actually referring to the previous one, and you're not a bad mother. You've just been spending too much time among the humans. 10:32 PM me: Not like I have any other race to be around. Illybrius: Oh? 10:33 PM Then you make the choice to settle. me: I'll just built a house away from people. 10:34 PM Illybrius: Not what I meant. If you wanted to be around your own, you could. me: I can't! I'm exlied! 10:36 PM Illybrius: I offered to scare them into letting you back in. 10:37 PM Besides, you're royalty. Surely they can't keep you away for long 10:39 PM me: Drake can take the throne and so can Miney if she wantes too. Or hell even Torin could. Just because I'm first in line doesn't mean shit. Besides....They never came for me so why should I care for them. My people's influence in this world dies with me. I don't want Leon and Stile to be soiled by the Enzeru ways. 10:40 PM Illybrius: I'm curious to know why you didn't take the throne as an opportunity to make your realm... better. If you hate it so much, why not try to change it? 10:41 PM me: My people are close minded morons. They didn't even ask for proof when the supposed "Lost Heir" came forward. They just believed it to be true. If I had told them that you were God and that they must tap dance every Monday for two hours they would do it. 10:42 PM Illybrius: Oh? Perhaps there's some way to use that to your advantage 10:43 PM me: Yeah. Tell them all to take a long walk off a short peir and not to come up until the bubbles stop. 10:44 PM Illybrius: Or perhaps... Find a way to improve their outlook? 10:46 PM me: Lee.... I hate my own people so much I don't even want my children to be around them. Forgive me for sounding cold but my race can't be saved. 10:47 PM Illybrius: Our government was corrupt too. We're still working on getting it right again Why give up so easily? 10:49 PM me: You would think when the royal family is attacked then would send someone to serch for surviors. Instead they thihnk that one will "turn up" after "running away". 10:50 PM Illybrius: Hmm. Well, working with some citizens one on one might have some effect. If they are as bad as you say they are, then individually, toss them into the sea me: Or let you have fun terrorizing them. Illybrius: Individually, yes. Please, give it a try? 10:51 PM me: Fine. I will but I don't want Leon and Stile near them unless they improve. 10:52 PM Illybrius: Of course not. And... I do feel slightly badly for saying what I said, but I would like them to have a cultured education and these years are the ones where they'll absorb information most easily. 10:53 PM me: As I said it won't happen again. Illybrius: nods, troubled 10:54 PM me: Why troubled? 10:56 PM Illybrius: sigh I think this world may be a bad influence on the as well. 10:57 PM me: I think it is on all of us. If you do decided to leave I...I would want you to take Leon and Stile with you. I would want them away from the humans too. 10:58 PM Illybrius: I'm not leavng 11:02 PM Akuma, judging by how my children turned out before, I wouldn't take the twins home either. Why do you think I keep Gregory here? me: I wish we had our own planet. One without humans and demons and Enzerus. 11:03 PM Illybrius: smiles We have several unoccupied planets, but nobody bothers with them. me: Any on them have a dessert with an oasis? 11:04 PM Illybrius: smiles I don't recall. me: That's why I came to Egypt. I missed the dessert and the oasises Illybrius: I was never fond of Egypt. 11:05 PM me: I wasn't fond of the gods and goddesses but I heard you hate it because of Bast/ Illybrius: That's partially it. I can't stand cats and the Egyptians worship them. 11:06 PM me: I'm in what was once Egypt. I'm just out of that country. Illybrius: Mm. 11:07 PM me: Yeah I know. Illybrius: smiles fondly and pets a sleeping Ori 11:08 PM me: Small smile Are you going to head to bed as well? Illybrius: shakes head Not sleepy 11:09 PM me: I'm getting sleepy. It's almost six over here. 11:10 PM Illybrius: smiles My uncle's half-healed. I hate him, but I don't like seeing him vulnerable to anything either. 11:11 PM me: Glad he's doing better. 11:12 PM Illybrius: nods He's a bit overprotective of my counter. She's not delicate, even if she does act like a Valley girl, and she doesn't like him exhausting himself like that. But ... overall they're a great match. me: Yes they are. 11:14 PM Illybrius: nods again He's not much like me. me: You'd do anything for those you love. 11:15 PM Illybrius: Yes, but I'm also curable by the means of MY homeland, not yours. 11:16 PM me: I understand. 11:20 PM Illybrius: sigh I just... wish that we didn't seem so irrelevant sometimes 11:21 PM me: You aren't irrelevant Lee. 11:22 PM Illybrius: I meant my people. me: Oh. I like you people more than I do mine. 11:23 PM Illybrius: Yes, but so far... every time something happens, yours are the ones, or your environment... to cure it 11:24 PM me: Again...I need...I'm interfering. 11:25 PM Illybrius: No. It has very little to do with you as a person. 11:26 PM me: I still count the sins as mine. 11:29 PM Illybrius: No, Akuma. 11:30 PM me: Someone has to. If it's me then so be it. Illybrius: No. 11:31 PM Hmm. It makes sense that nothing on Earth would cure somebody witth a supposedly supernatural aiilment, but it would be appreciated to give one of us a chance to... to think of something that might help 11:32 PM me: I'll keep my information to myself next time then and only bring it forth when theyre is no other way. Illybrius: ... Not what I meant, and I was told to show you this. http://i12.tinypic.com/6coupg5.gif 11:34 PM me: It might not be what you meant but it's for the best. Illybrius: NO! You don't get to decide what's for the best, Akuma. me: And you do? 11:35 PM Illybrius: Maybe not, but I'm getting sick of you running away and clamming up because you think it's "for the best." 11:36 PM me: I am not runninr or clamming up. Illybrius: Mm. It seems that way. You might at least ask from time to time instead of assuming that things are for the best or that something is the only way to work out. 11:38 PM me: Well then is it better that I keep the information unless no other way is found? Illybrius: I was actually referring to earlier, but perhaps if you offered your information and asked if anybody else had ideas? 11:39 PM me: Sigh I find some emotions to be out of my way as I never had a need of them before now. I apologize. 11:40 PM Illybrius: Hmm? It's alright. What are you talking about? Oh--oh my god.... Ugh. frowns and looks at the computer intently, anywhere but the TV 11:41 PM Ahem. Go on. me: The clamming up and running away. 11:42 PM Illybrius: I don't understand what you meant by emotions out of your way. What are they and why didn't you have a need for them? 11:43 PM K- Lee, don't even think of saying that you of all people are homophobic? GET OUT! I'M TRYING TO HAVE A CONVERSATION HERE! 11:44 PM me: Love for one. I find it to be so complex that half the time I find myself doing things that i would have before found to trying to do. 11:45 PM Illybrius: K- Wait around a bit, it'll fade. 11:46 PM K- And Lee, why don't YOU go away, or at least set up the second television somewhere else so I can watch Girl + Girl in peace. me: Then there is desire which seems to be running around naked with a flaming towel. 11:47 PM Illybrius: laughs 11:48 PM me: It's true. I'm having a much harder time control that then anything else. It's draving me crazy. Illybrius: That is the matter about which I care the least. grins 11:49 PM How many movies are on this disc? K- 7. So buzz off and take the laptop with you me: I care because it's going againat what you wanted us to do. 11:50 PM Illybrius: I'm not as bothered by your... desire as you put it, than the clamming up pa--are those what I think they are? K- You act like you've never seen a mermaid before. 11:51 PM me: It borthes me because it shouldn't be happening at this point. Illybrius: According to? 11:52 PM me: Me. Us...I don't know any more! Frustraded half sob This is out of my range of things I can deal with sometimes. Illybrius: Do British women not wear bras? K- smack Focus, Illybrius. 11:53 PM Well, perhaps you should stop thinking about how things are supposed to be and start dealing with the reality of it. I think that goes for all of us I'm serious, Cinnamon, their nipples were-- K- Gah! I know how their nipples were, it's my movie, remember? K- Looks like the reversion did some good this time around. He's more like his old self. 11:54 PM I told you I wasn't gay. 11:55 PM me: To me...The reality is that I am only a close friend that happens to be the mother of your children and that is how it will stay. I can be satisfied with that. Illybrius: No, that's the externality of how it seems. 11:56 PM I was referring to the reality of your feelings. me: That is what I am feeling like. Illybrius: groans How... How would you like things to be? 11:57 PM What... is she doing to her? K- We're watching the same damn movie! me: I want you to be happy. Illybrius: But for yourself, how would you like things to be? 11:58 PM K- She wants you to do to her what Anne was doing to Beth. me: I...I want.....I'm afraid now.. 11:59 PM Illybrius: K- Go ahead, say it. He's not giong to yell at you for it. blush Did you have to pause it th-there? K- Do you want your French toast or not? me: It's not yelling I'm worried about. 12:00 AM Illybrius: I'll tell you what I want, and it involves not pausing at such a-- What are you worried about? me: I say what I want and people leave. Always. Illybrius: K- Damn. You think 'rie would ever agree to go to a place like that, ever in her life? 12:01 AM I'll leave if you DON'T tell me 12:02 AM Hm. Not if it's called Rosebud and she knows what that means. K- ILLYBRIUS! Sorry, Akuma, we really are listening 12:03 AM me: I want....a relationship where I can be with the person I love even if for just a little bit of time. Maybe have them love me once or twice during the year and someone to hold me during the night once or twice to keep the nightmares at bay. 12:04 AM Illybrius: K- Wow. You make Gandhi seem like a self-absorbed prick. me: Too much? 12:05 AM Illybrius: K- Um... no. K- That's what you outwardly say you want, but I can't help thinking you want more me: I don't want to push too hard. 12:06 AM Illybrius: K- I dare you to push as hard as you possibly can. K- Because come on. What do you think he's always doing? People see him as selfish but he's being more true to himself than anyone else i know 12:07 AM ...Both those people in the rowboat are female? K- Yes. And they... K- Yes. K- What, men are allowed to like each other but women can't? N-no, I never said that.... fascinating, really. 12:08 AM K- ahem Let's get back to Akuma and what she wants. me: I said it. Illybrius: K- And then you said you didn't want to push too hard. 12:09 AM K- Which by definition implies that you were holding back. C'mon. 12:10 AM me: I...can't. Illybrius: K- Can too. K- Why are you holding back? 12:11 AM me: I told you. I push people leave. Illybrius: K- We aren't goingto leave. K- Now tell. Come on. 12:15 AM me: I don't want to be treated as a beck and call girl that comes only when wanted. I want to spend time with him a few days a wekk...I want him to sleep with me at night or hold me and keep away the nightmares like he did when I was pregnant. I want to be held and loved. I want to be looked at the same way he looks at Orion. I don't want him to think I'm a whore but that I am with him and trying to find ways to make him enjoy himself. I want to be with him and still be the Miss Akuma that once caught his attention even thought I feel like it's far too late for any of this to happen okay! And now I'm crying so bad I can barely type. 12:16 AM Illybrius: break his heart. K- That's IF he finds out, Lee, and you're not going to tell him. ........... I turned the teletype back on. 12:17 AM K- relieved Akuma, you aren't a beck-and-call girl. I don't know where you get that. He actually does enjoy spending time with you, you know I don't think you're a whore! Still, this is a terrible way to come-- K- Illybrius, just shut up. 12:18 AM me: You told me once you felt like that last man amoung thousnads. Illybrius: K- Okay? If it doesn't have to do with Akuma and what she's going through, just shut up. You're going to have to tell him eventually, and I don't think finding this!--brandishes DVD cover--is how he would want to find out 12:19 AM K- I SAID SHUT UP! Yes, I did say that, but I was feeling nasty at the time. It wasn't personal. me: It hurt. Illybrius: I'm sorry. 12:20 AM me: That's why I'm afraid to ask you for things. I don't want you to think of me like that. Illybrius: I don't. 12:21 AM When he wakes up, I am going to tell him. K- NO Then YOU tell him! K- FUCK NO! 12:22 AM K- Lee, it's just a collection of European short films, okay? It means nothing. Obviously it doesn't mean nothing or you wouldn't be hiding it. K- I'm not hiding anything. I'm watching it here with you, aren't I? 12:23 AM Akuma, you're not my concubine, nor have I ever meant to treat you like one. 12:24 AM me: That makes me feel a little better. Illybrius: I do care for you. 12:25 AM opens arms 12:26 AM me: Slides into your amrs Illybrius: holds close Yes, you are wtaching it here with me, but that's not quite the same thing. K- Would you just drop it. It's just a stupid movie. Well, seven stupid movies. me: I missed being touched. You are the only one that touches me. Illybrius: I am? me: Yes. 12:27 AM Illybrius: Why is that? me: No one else is close enough. Corri won't even touch me. Illybrius: Oh? 12:28 AM me: Apparently I'm too cold of a person to touch. Illybrius: Maybe she should try 12:29 AM If it doesn't mean anything, why are you so jumpy about it? K- I got it from Netflix, okay? I have to watch it. Or you could just send it back. K- No, not really. Somebody pays for these, you know. 12:31 AM me: I...I never really had someone to hold and touch me without the intent of causing pain till you. Illybrius: Oh. H- I have a way to settle this. Cin, when was the last time you slept with a guy? both glare H- Okay. Cin, when was the last time you willingly slept with a guy? 12:32 AM K- Let's see... carry the one... and that would be.... None of your damn business! I told you so.' H- Wanted to? K- Does H- Jeffree Star doesn't count. 12:33 AM K- .... I... I don't know. Well, I don't have the intention to cause pain, but I dont' see why anybody would. 12:34 AM me: I can give you several reasons most of them being due to my gender. Illybrius: K- That's bull crap in a chef salad 12:35 AM K- I've gotten hurt too and it never had anything to do with my gender. 12:36 AM me: Men hated a woman being in a high postion in the army. Being seen a a door prize for the one that could bring her down. Being sold as a pleasure slave for profit Shall I go on? Illybrius: K- Then they're dumbasses. 12:37 AM me: It was a long time ago... Illybrius: H- Yea. Gender shouldn't matter with things like that. Which returns us too... K- Go fuck yourself. H- What's going on? 12:38 AM me: Yawns and sunggles closer Illybrius: K- You butted in with a "perfect solution" and you don't know what's going on? H- I was in the moment. 12:39 AM Ik verdenk Canelle een lesbienne wegens de video kan zijn zij let op en het feit dat zij en Drepanon niet onlangs vertrouwelijk zijn geweest. K- smack 12:40 AM me: Careful. Illybrius: K- As I told him before, the video's from Netflix and I have to watch it. Besides, he's the one going on and on about a cultural education. 12:41 AM H- Yea, but what about you and Drepanon not being intimate? K- Uh, duh, he's been weak. K- If I slept with him it'd take even more out of him. 12:42 AM cough Copout cough me: Can you guys please...Ummm.....Not fight about this here? 12:43 AM Illybrius: H- takes a long look at her, then looks back at Illybrius Leave it alone, Illybrius. She's not. 12:44 AM H- If she were, she'd look enthralled by this, and she looks like she's enduring it at best. gives Usagi a guarded look, then nods, accepting 12:45 AM Fine. We're not fighting anymore. Happy? 12:46 AM me: I just want to ask you somethings that I don't feel comfortable discussing with other people around. Illybrius: You heard her. Scram, both of you. K- Fine, but I'm putting berry juice in your soda. 12:47 AM ... Hold on a moment. me: Okay. 12:48 AM Illybrius: K- ...not to expect any favors if this is... 12:49 AM If you aren't, then just go to.....and..... ...alright? Alright. A few more hours. Spend the day together. Alright. 12:50 AM Miss Akuma. We're alone. me: Why didn't you ever want to sleep with me after the twins were born? 12:51 AM Illybrius: Hmm? me: Why didn't you ever respond when I tired to have sex with you? 12:52 AM Illybrius: I didn't? me: No. Never. Illybrius: Oh. I hadn't noticed. me: Oh. 12:53 AM Am I not your type? Illybrius: Hm? What do you mean by that? 12:54 AM me: Do I not attract you in a way that would make me more than a one night stand? Illybrius: You're not a one night stand! 12:55 AM ... sometimes I sleep with Orion more because he expects it than for ... for other reasons. Because I have to keep him fed and because I don't like the idea of him sleeping around. It sounds awful, but it's true. 12:56 AM me: He hasn't touched anyone without your premission since you two have been together. 12:57 AM Illybrius: sigh I love him very much.... but sometimes I would just rather sit and talk to him. Sex has become more than just a cornerstone for us. It's become the entire foundation upon which our relationship is built. I don't want it to be that way with us. me: Maybe next time you talk to him you can ask for that. 12:58 AM Illybrius: sigh No. If I don't give him what he needs, he may want to find it elsewhere, even if he can't me: Lee...You'll never know if you don't try to tell him. 12:59 AM Illybrius: firmly I can't. me: Alright. So.... 1:00 AM Illybrius: Any other questions? me: Would it really have made you happy if I found someone else to be with? Illybrius: I was thinking more of your happiness than mine 1:01 AM me: I already found my happiness in you. I was willingy to stay by your side even if you didn't have feelings for me. 1:02 AM Illybrius: smiles 1:03 AM I... I do care for you, very much, you know. I care for Orion too. I adore him. No matter how much either of you get to me, I will always love you both. 1:05 AM me: I know how much Orion means to you. That's why I meant what Itold you when you first started being with him. I was willing to stay away if being with him made you happy. Illybrius: Are you aware that you were the first woman I was with because I wanted to be and not because I was talked into it or dared into it? 1:06 AM me: No. Illybrius: Well, now you know. me: You were the first man I wanted to be with too. 1:07 AM Illybrius: I... I don't... Orion was... I... blush me: Small smile I get it. 1:08 AM Illybrius: plows ahead anyway OrionwasthefirstmanIeversleptwithknowinglyandsincethenIhaven'tbeenabletoturndownanymanwhowantedmeevenifIdidn'twanthimback. 1:09 AM me: Kisses your cheek I did get that part Kibito 1:10 AM Illybrius: smiles But he's one of maybe two or three I've ever wanted to, and ... well, he's the one I love most of all. 1:11 AM Of all the men. Even if I did meet my Heo again... It just wouldn't be the same now that Ori's in my life. me: Orion'd be thrilled to hear that. 1:12 AM Illybrius: shakes head I'll tell him later, when the time's right. I doubt he'd believe me, but I do owe it to him to tell him. 1:13 AM I did yell at him and compare him to Maheone, but... it wouldn't work out between us now. I'm a totally different person now, and what made us so good together then would probably just alienate me now. Orion is my male favorite. You are my female favorite. 1:14 AM me: For some reason I feel really relieved to hear you say that. Illybrius: smile It's true. 1:15 AM me: Snuggles I love how warm you are. Illybrius: purr me: Relaxes 1:16 AM Illybrius: I don't want either of you comparing yourselves to each other. Things are different with men and with women me: I agree. I hope things can get better between us. 1:17 AM Illybrius: I don't see how they're bad. 1:18 AM me: I sleep on the floor wrapped in the sheet you bought for me because sleeping a a bed reminds me that you aren't here for me. Illybrius: Hmm? But-- sigh I just can't be in two places at once. I sleep here because it's warm and it smells like home to me. 1:19 AM me: I know. But did you ever think that I could come over and sleep there with you? Illybrius: I'm not the one who doesn't ... want you ... in the... house. 1:20 AM me: Bitter laugh I figured that was the case. 1:21 AM Illybrius: It's not like that. Well-- perhaps, to be fair, I should find out what you're thinking it's like me: Cinnamon hates me and would rather me not be near her husband. 1:23 AM Illybrius: First part false, second part half-true. It ... it wasn't her who said you couldn't be here, either. 1:24 AM me: It's fine. I won't go where I'm not allowed. 1:25 AM Illybrius: sighs It... was Oleander. me: Why? 1:26 AM Illybrius: Why do you think? You have succeeded where she failed. me: So she's jealous. 1:27 AM Illybrius: Something like that. I forbade her from making an attempt on your life, and she said that if that were the case, you couldn't come in the house. 1:28 AM me: She hates me that much then? All because i managed to win your heart?I 1:29 AM Illybrius: nods 1:30 AM me: I've been hated for less. Illybrius: And because you didn't have to slip me a roofie to get married. me: Not once but twice. 1:32 AM Illybrius: nod-nod snicker "For God's sake, Steve, if you can't stick it in a Valencia, how are you gonna stick it in my ass?" 1:33 AM me: I feel bad for her. Just for curosity's sake.....Do you know how she was going to kill me? 1:34 AM Illybrius: Her proficiency at magic would make Morgana le Fey look impotent me: Wonderful. 1:35 AM Illybrius: Then there's the blade collection in the kitch, and the guns in the study... The darts on top of the bookshelf, the potato peeler and... Gregory. 1:36 AM me: Small chuckle A personal armory huh? Illybrius: Yes, and need I also mention that she hoardes ginger root from imported sushi? 1:37 AM me: Great. And I bet everyone knows by now I'm allergic. 1:39 AM Illybrius: Myself, Canelle, probably Drepanon, and Oleander. I don't know about Usagi, Fennel, Credo, Ganymede, Tyson, Bruce, Lucian, or Pumpkin. me: Caleb, Corri, and Vaan know as well. 1:40 AM Illybrius: If Vaan knows, Bruce might know. Ganymede knows more than he says, but he may as well, if Usagi does he definitely does and if Caleb does, Usagi might What are the chances that Corri told Tyson? 1:41 AM me: I doubt she told. Oh and Orion knows having both of us being treated for being poisoned wether intended or accidental. 1:42 AM Illybrius: smiles My Ori. 1:43 AM me: Yes. One time he ate a salad the was garnished with mint and he's never touched another one since. 1:44 AM Illybrius: clutches his arm protectively 1:45 AM me: He was lucky that time. We didn't ralize the problem till it was almost to late. He can be a good person when he tries. 1:46 AM Illybrius: Mine. me: Yes. He's very lucky to be yours. 1:48 AM Illybrius: There's no mint in the house other than the gum, but it's well-hidden. me: No accidents then. I make sure not to keep any as well just to be safe. Ginger root is a different story. 1:49 AM Illybrius: sigh She won't get rid of it. 1:50 AM me: Don't worry. I'll be okay. Illybrius: nod ... Crap. me: I feel better than I have in a while. 1:51 AM Damn. Illybrius: nod me: Well I was relaxed. Illybrius: You'll be here tomorrow evening, I expect me: Yes. I have nothing better to do. 1:52 AM Illybrius: nods and combs fingers through Ori's hair agitatedly me: I'll be fine. She won't touch me and Orion is sfae with you. Illybrius: "Won't?" I wouldn't underestimmmmmmmmmmm ;kl me: Lee? 1:53 AM Kibito? 47 minutes 2:40 AM Illybrius: wails me: Lee! You okay? Illybrius: wails louder OWWIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2:41 AM me: Yeah I know she sprayed you with strawberry. Illybrius: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH me: You need to wash it off. 2:42 AM Illybrius: I did! me: Think the Aloe would help? Illybrius: points to throat me: That looks bad. Illybrius: screams again 2:43 AM me: I'm sending Orion back to help you okay? Illybrius: Nonononononon ononononononono 2:44 AM me: What can I do to help? Illybrius: Faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaace.... 2:45 AM I in tub... me: I know Olerander did it to you and we don't know how to fix it, 2:46 AM Illybrius: ducks underwater 2:47 AM underwater wail of pain me: Damn that bitch! Illybrius: rubs frantically at face 2:48 AM me: We're trying to get cure. Illybrius: Why.... me: I don't know. 2:50 AM Illybrius: I can't let Ori see me like this me: He already knows Lee. He's trying to get the cure. Illybrius: Nononono! hides face 2:51 AM me: Lee... orion stilloves you but hates to see you in pain. Illybrius: stubbornly keeps face hidden 2:52 AM me: O- Stop that Pet. You're still beautiful to me. I'll get the cure from this souldess bitch. Illybrius: still hidden, muffled, m'hideous 2:53 AM me: O- No you are not! Illybrius: obstinate noise 2:54 AM me: O- Pet Please... Illybrius: claws off remaining tumors 2:55 AM me: Lee you have to help us. She won't answer us about what she wants. Illybrius: Start the questioning over. I can help. 2:56 AM The meaning of her responses changes with the nature of the question. me: 05:34] Akuma: Do you have another guy in mind? [05:34] Oleander Swallow: !! [05:34] Akuma: Who? [05:35] Oleander Swallow: ... [05:35] Akuma: Orion? [05:35] Oleander Swallow: ... [05:35] Akuma: Drepanon? [05:36] Oleander Swallow: ? [05:36] Akuma: How about Usagi? [05:37] Oleander Swallow: ... [05:37] Akuma: Gany? [05:37] Oleander Swallow: ... [05:37] Akuma: Drepanon? [05:38] Oleander Swallow: You already asked. [05:38] Oleander Swallow: --ouch [05:38] Akuma: What can I say H'es good looking. [05:38] Akuma: How abiut Caleb? [05:39] Oleander Swallow: ... [05:39] Akuma: So drepanon? [05:40] Akuma: Okay how about Niq? [05:41] Oleander Swallow: ... [05:41] Akuma: Tary? [05:42] Oleander Swallow: ? [05:42] Oleander Swallow: ---ouch [05:42] Akuma: Well? [05:43] Oleander Swallow: ? [05:44] Akuma: Well come back to that one then. Bruce? [05:45] Oleander Swallow: ... [05:45] Akuma: Vaan? [05:45] Oleander Swallow: ... [05:45] Akuma: Tyson? [05:45] Oleander Swallow: ... [05:46] Akuma: Trent? [05:46] Oleander Swallow: ... [05:46] Oleander Swallow: ...Trent? [05:46] Oleander Swallow: Who is Trent? [05:47] Akuma: Lee's new pet. [05:47] Oleander Swallow: New pet? [05:48] Akuma: Yeah. [05:49] Akuma: He's pretty. [05:49] Oleander Swallow: ... [05:49] Akuma: No then? How abotut Rathos? [05:49] Oleander Swallow: Rathos? [05:50] Akuma: He's a god. [05:50] Oleander Swallow: ? [05:51] Akuma: Powerful. [05:52] Akuma: Very buff. [05:54] Oleander Swallow: ? [05:54] Akuma: Just like Lee. [05:54] Oleander Swallow: ... [05:55] Akuma: So Tary or drepanon huh? [05:56] Oleander Swallow: ... 2:57 AM Illybrius: shakes head I'd have to hear her say it. 2:58 AM me: He's still drilling her. He just asked about Drepanon. Illybrius: She's not online. me: She just ...left... Illybrius: Just now? 2:59 AM me: Y-Yeah.. Illybrius: What was the last question? shivers Wh-why is it so c-c-c-cold in h-here? me: It... was for ... Drepanon.. Illybrius: N-not g-good teeth chatter 3:00 AM me: O- Folds both in wings and heats wings O- Pet you okay? Illybrius: Cold... 3:01 AM me: O- Warmss wing more I.... Illybrius: struggles to see through icy fog me: She...wants him huh? Illybrius: I c-can't tell 3:02 AM If she's only re-responding in ellipses, I would s-sug-gest multiple ch-choice me: She...won't....answer us. Illybrius: T-try 3:03 AM Hurry! me: He..is... 3:04 AM Illybrius: Cold... so cold... me: Still no answer. Illybrius: flinches Now it's hailing! 3:05 AM me: O- Cover both tightly* Illybrius: H-how can it h-hail ins-side? me: She sys she wants you. Illybrius: Out of whom? 3:06 AM me: DRepanon, Niq, Tary, orion, Trent< Usagi, Caleb, Gary, and Tyson. Illybrius: sigh A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J. 3:07 AM me: She wants someone else too. I think we're running out of guys. Illybrius: Try simple combinations. 3:08 AM Combinations! A-B-C. shivers, but is warmer 3:09 AM me: He's trying. Illybrius: ... A, B, or C. Example: Do you like A) Strawberry, B) Vanilla, or C) Chocolate best? 3:10 AM me: He's trying Lee. Illybrius: Ori, try an A-B-C multiple choice. shiver me: He's trying. 3:11 AM Illybrius: nod me: She says just you but Orion is asking her about girls. 3:12 AM You or someone else. 3:14 AM Illybrius: ... hurls fireball me: He's trying to get her to go after Rathos. Illybrius: The fireball wasn't aimed at him me: I know. 3:16 AM Illybrius: So far, A) Rathos. I am compiling a multiple-choice list for the end. me: nods tiredly Illybrius: Hmm. He might not want to push too hard. 3:17 AM Hmm. 3:18 AM me: I hope this works. Sits down hard Illybrius: Dural? arches eyebrow Interesting. me: Nods Orion's getting.....desperate..... 3:19 AM Illybrius: Hmm. A) Rathos, B ) Dural. me: Whines Illybrius: Hmm? 3:20 AM me: I...my head.... Illybrius: gently touches forehead ... Try offering A) Rathos B.) Dural C) Tary me: Pain...back of my...head...... 3:21 AM Illybrius: cradles head me: It was...so sudden... Illybrius: Then combinations with different men. 3:22 AM me: He is. Illybrius: nods me: She sayd Rathos. 3:23 AM Illybrius: Good. Now put Rathos in a combination with another man you suspect she may hold interest. 3:24 AM No no no. Like this: A) Rathos, B.) [man of interest] C) [neutral man] 3:25 AM pets Ori and Akuma's heads me: O- 8Content growl* Illybrius: kisses Good Ori 3:26 AM me: A- Small noise Illybrius: smiles 3:27 AM me: O- Hand blanket to both Illybrius: Mm? What's this for? 3:28 AM me: O- The both of you. Go ahead. Illybrius: But why? me: O- You were cold and she's in pain. 3:29 AM Illybrius: suddenly throws blanket around all and holds up wings as buffer me: Smiles through pain 3:30 AM O- Nice trick Pet. Illybrius: It's hailing in here again me: O- Good thing I brought that then. Illybrius: nudges at Ori happily 3:31 AM me: O- Kisses Illybrius: ki-- OW! 3:32 AM scowl Now the--ow--hailst--OW--have--ow--pointy--OWOWOWOW me: O- Uses my wings to help Illybrius: Owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... no... 3:33 AM me: Wants to help 3:34 AM Illybrius: curls up, cocoons, and rolls under the couch 3:35 AM peeks out Now it's snowing! What is going on?! 3:37 AM me: O_ Damn it! this thing is getting ready to die I I still haven't got that bitch away from you! Illybrius: Orion, the other three that weren't Rathos. Quick. We might get an answer 3:38 AM me: Oh fuck. Illybrius: Oh fuck 3:39 AM me: Lee run. Illybrius: I'm under the couch. me: O- Will you be safe there? 3:40 AM Illybrius: peek It's not snowing anymore. shivers and reaches for Ori I want to take you both out tomorrow. ...today... Later. me: Alright. I'd like that. O- Me too. O- Pet now might be a good time toleave...... 3:41 AM Illybrius: Noooo... want Owi... me: O- I come and get you and we leave. Illybrius: shakes head I like it here when it's not snowing and hailing. 3:42 AM me: O- I'm getting ready to tell CIn who was picked. Illybrius: Sheraton Hotel, Palo Alto, three minutes |
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