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02 July 2010, letter to Ash
Topic Started: Dec 22 2014, 09:19 PM (47 Views)
Devilkitty McDeathydoom
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2 July 2010 | CANELLE | Letter to Ash

Well, the job won’t work out even if the woman had called me back. I had to call her and tell her that, because of my tightened school schedule, I couldn’t take a job till August. At least I can still pay Lenore in goods.

I’ve started to have an almost orgasmic reaction to mindless club music. Not Rihanna or Fergie, though. I can’t stand them. But Jeffree, though that’s not new, Gaga, though I dislike her… any music that’s reminiscent of Corri though I hate her. Hell, I have crush symptoms when I feel her at all. Except for affection. Maybe just flu symptoms?

I think one reason Bastion has been so insufferable is that he keeps trying to bring me down to his level, make me human, make me a commoner. He says we’ve got nothing in common, because of my obvious prejudice against video games.

But I refuse to dumb myself down to give us more to talk about. I’ll do it for Lenore, because she’s not trying to degrade me. But Bastion ought to worship me and be grateful to be a part of my life, and I ought to stop letting him in. I asked him why he stopped worshiping me and he said because he lost himself trying to become what I wanted. He said it was my fault. It would bug me either way, but what makes it worse is that he tries to degrade me. He should NOT be able to get away with it, and I fear there’s something wrong with me because nothing I do teaches him. I’m afraid to let go, because if I do, he’ll find someone he likes better. That cannot be allowed. I am the best. He needs to see that. He needs to see that he doesn’t get to decide what’s right. /I am his superior./

Also, he’s beyond fired from my editing team. I’ve still got 16, including you. He’s got no idea what it is to be a good employee. When I ask for a full transcript of his conversation to Corri, I don’t want a one-sentence summary sent to my cell phone. I want a full transcript sent to my email. I always did the same for him since we teamed up.
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