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One life divided; Confession of a wounded heart
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Topic Started: Jul 24 2011, 03:48 PM (304 Views)
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Jason
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Jul 24 2011, 03:48 PM
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"I am a fool. To think that i had been so blind and oblivious all along. Never once did i stop to think that what i was doing would be hurting you more then anyone else. All i wanted to do was love you and make you happy. To do that i was willing to forsake all other things. The people i promised to care for and protect. The family i had sworn to keep safe. My love For you made me blind to them. All i did was to protect you and keep you safe. I devoted all my time to you. I didn't realize though that you cared so much for them. Even though they wouldn't let me have you, you still wanted me to do what was right for them. But i refused. You and my friends told me that i was wrong and i listened. But i couldn't stop what i had already started. I never could have realized that my love for you was making you unhappy. I suppose that's why I'm alone now. Because i couldn't love all that i had sworn to and selfishly clung to you i made you unhappy. I see now that my biggest mistake was trying to make you something you weren't Had i never told you about them, Had i never wanted you to be the Lupa i desired they would never have questioned my love for you. And maybe intern you wouldn't have worried so much about them that it made you unhappy. I failed you just as much as i failed them. I deserved this. I deserved what you did to me. No matter how much you blamed yourself i was the one who set it in motion. My foolishness hurt you and you sought to find happiness elsewhere. I can not blame you for that. Had i only been a better man, and a better person. I would have found another way. But saw it all too late. Now i have nothing but the people i let down. I am empty now. But i made you a promise. The day i gave you that ring you made me promise to be better to them as well. I will be. But that doesn't take away the emptiness and loneliness i feel now. Even though it hurts i can never stop loving you. In a week ill be going to Paris. To see if you could ever forgive me and forgive yourself. All i wanted to do was make you happy. I was willing to give you my heart forever and i still am. I know that i cant change what i am. So ill change how i live. Ill be better to the people i wronged. And i will love you and try to make you happy even if it has to be from far away. I can't live my life on either side of the line anymore. I cant not have both. Its selfish of me to think this way but i owe it to them. And i owe it to you. You may not get to see this. But its what i feel in my heart. I'm sorry that i made you unhappy. I deserved nothing less then what you gave me. I just hope that you'll forgive me and give me a second chance. All i want is a second chance"
A monument to Jason Sherai and his moment of greatest truth. In the darkness of his home alone, Jason discovered why all that went wrong did and determined that no mater what he would try and set things right. No matter the pain he had to go through he would try to reach out to his love once more. And vowed to himself that he would be a better man for her. And A better Ulfric to his people
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Character of the Month
Pair of the Month
 
Character Names: Vesuvius
Nahyt
Titles:Prince of Despair; Despair Alpha Greater
Race: Demon; Demon
OOC Names:Frost and Izzy
Relationship:Demon Prince/Alpha
A little about them: While he may be one of the most powerful demons ever created, Vesuvius needs Nahyt to keep him sane.
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