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Robin Williams has just died
Topic Started: Aug 12 2014, 12:09 AM (286 Views)
yossy
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beneta
Aug 12 2014, 08:33 AM
this didn't really affect me much but this article got to me

just sad all around
ouch
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PXE is really just an AA group that doesn't know how to do its job
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beneta
Aug 12 2014, 08:33 AM
this didn't really affect me much but this article got to me

just sad all around
I can see it in some cases but that makes a hell of a lot fo assumptions
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still though i was hanging out with my buddies when it happened and i thought they were fucking with me

i wish they were

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Aug 12 2014, 12:31 PM
beneta
Aug 12 2014, 08:33 AM
this didn't really affect me much but this article got to me

just sad all around
I can see it in some cases but that makes a hell of a lot fo assumptions
I can see your point but it's also really dead accurate at parts too.

The joker personality is exactly how I've been all of my life yet I suffer severe depression and I've only not taken my own life because I've witnessed the destruction firsthand.

That article meticulously (albeit abrasively) disassembled my personality and made me feel naked as though it was aimed at me.

I make jokes because I prefer it that way so that you don't realise how truthfully miserable I am beneath my cover.
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I'm not trying to take anything away from what you just said, Benji, but just from knowing everyone on here a little, I reckon that article describes most if not all of us. We're all 'funny' guys, or at least we try to be, and a lot of us have at some point posted something personal among the tons of dick jokes and cunts. I get the feeling the vast majority of PXE is like that. That's why I felt really well described but not unique. We're all people that accept each other, mostly, because we find each other cool and funny, but we wouldn't spend so much time on a bloody internet forum if weren't actually looking just for some kind of connection.

I'll be completely honest. I'm probably closer to some of you than to some of my real life best friends, and I don't think any of you know much about my real life aside from where I live and what I do. I mean, I meet up with my friends most days and we joke around and it's great. I don't feel lonely, but chatting to one of them we came to the conclusion that we have a group of friends in which none of us can really get deep unless we're absolutely drunk. We're together to have a laugh and because we share nerd interests, but I get the feeling that if it weren't for those interests we wouldn't be friends. We're just the only option we've really got.

And saying that,, my life suddenly sounds really shit, which it isn't. I have a ton of friends and I enjoy life. Life is good, but I get the feeling that what they like is the persona I've created. And that's what I mean when I said that part about not feeling unique. Nobody is the exact same person you see or talk to. Everyone has a person they project and the objective is more often than not for that person to be liked. It just so happens that a shortcut to being liked is being funny. That's something I think we all go through, especially us here on PXE.

Anyway, I'm rambling a bit without really getting to a point. Like I said, my intention isn't to deduce meaning from what you said Benji. I just find it annoying that people, myself included, think they have to be funny to be liked. I mean, I look at friends and people I don't know and you can tell that beneath whatever jokes they're telling they're probably not happy, but you'll never know that side of them because they think revealing their problems and talking about their shit will just drive people away. It's shit, and in many case whatever lies behind the funny can drive people to horrible results.

So yeah, I'm not sure what I'm getting at but I empathise with that feeling and know for certain that it's a lot more common than people may think. I made sure to say that I didn't want to deduce any meaning from what you said, Benji, because some people get offended when you imply that their problem maybe isn't the isolating crap situation they believe it is. People get annoyed when you tell them you know what they're going through because that makes their feelings less important. If everyone feels that way then I suppose it doesn't matter, right? It's normal? That's not what I'm suggesting, but it's the message some people receive.
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Oh shit didn't realise Beneta posted it.

I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS BENETA DON'T GET THE WRONG IDEA THAT POST WAS FOR EVERYONE EXCEPT YOU

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nah man i get what you mean, it's unfortunately more widespread but no one wants to talk about it. that article certainly is quite broad and i think everyone experiences it at some point or another.

for me personally part of getting past the ill-feeling is helping others. sometimes i spend all night talking to complete strangers just letting them vent about their problems. if it means they don't resorting to taking their own life, it's all worth it right?

it shocks most people when i tell them ive been at the absolute bottom and been that close to ending it all. in real life im even more jovial than i am here as well as some of you might have noticed on the skype call.

bottom line is that no one has to suffer alone and no one has to feel that way. it's not a battle you have to face alone but there's all this stigma around asking for help or just talking to someone about it.

i want all of you to know, even those who aren't here often, that if you EVER need someone to talk to, ANY time, i'll always be here. hell, come to my house. i'll give you my address. i'll stay up to whatever hour just sitting in silence with you if that's what you want. i mean it, i just dont want you to feel so shitty or resort to suicide

if you want my email/facebook/skype/whatever, send me a message. it doesnt matter who you are. some of you already have those details so if you need to, send me a message.
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Gyarados
Aug 12 2014, 02:34 PM
We're all 'funny' guys, or at least we try to be
A sentence in and you're already breaking my heart
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i think i need to take a break from pxe and the internet for a while

things just got 2 real 2 fast
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"Farley partied for four straight days, smoked crack and snorted heroin with a call girl, then took her back to his apartment. When they argued about money, she got up to leave. He tried to follow but collapsed on the living room floor, struggling to breathe. His final words were 'Don't leave me.' She took pictures of him, stole his watch, wrote a note saying she'd had a lot of fun, and left. He died alone."

Fuck.
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Also that article and stuff didn't really do much for me.

While I'm pretty sad and tend to try to make a lot of jokes, the article just didn't feel like it targeted me at all. It was pretty assumptive and narrow-channeled.
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Shit, Tom. Great post. I've got some stuff to say after reading your's and Benji's posts, but I want to take some time to read this article and step away to collect my thoughts.
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cat
Aug 12 2014, 03:18 PM
"Farley partied for four straight days, smoked crack and snorted heroin with a call girl, then took her back to his apartment. When they argued about money, she got up to leave. He tried to follow but collapsed on the living room floor, struggling to breathe. His final words were 'Don't leave me.' She took pictures of him, stole his watch, wrote a note saying she'd had a lot of fun, and left. He died alone."

Fuck.
yeah farley's death was pretty brutal, those pictures are floating around and my friend saw them but they are very not safe for life they'll haunt you

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shit man
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Gyarados
Aug 12 2014, 02:37 PM
Oh shit didn't realise Beneta posted it.

I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS BENETA DON'T GET THE WRONG IDEA THAT POST WAS FOR EVERYONE EXCEPT YOU

Vote me admin for my emotional maturity.
hmm even campaigning in a serious topic

some admin you'd be :rolleyes:
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The last
Dec 2 2011, 06:28 PM
At least I'm not a earignt bastered who needs to insalt a person with a spelling disability just to prove he has no life other than when he's online

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xeta actually makes a lot of sense most of the time

if everyone agreed with him more often we wouldnt have this problem

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I act silly to hide my true feelings :oops:
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god i love you guys

honest to fucking god, i can't imagine what it must be like to be most other people who don't have pxe. a bunch of strangers from all around the world who for some reason have just stayed close since they were kids.
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Zalt
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Yeah it seems pretty strange that we've somehow connected with randoms over the net, but cool that it happened.
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