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| Tweet Topic Started: Oct 8 2006, 03:13 PM (285 Views) | |
| Dillon Quartermaine | Oct 10 2006, 03:39 PM Post #51 |
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"I can't help it," Dillon told him. "I can't believe that I'm the younger brother, yet I'm the responsible one currently." |
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| Brandon Ray | Oct 10 2006, 03:41 PM Post #52 |
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"Matt's in love. He's not worried about being responsible. He tried to fight it; it didn't work. And you're a lot more mature than you think you are." |
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| Dillon Quartermaine | Oct 10 2006, 03:46 PM Post #53 |
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"I wish that were true," Dillon told him. "If I were really mature, I'd have handled Lucas's death better. I wouldn't have lashed out at Micheal and Lulu like I did. I wouldn't have almost driven Matt away when he told me the truth." |
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| Brandon Ray | Oct 10 2006, 03:48 PM Post #54 |
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"But Matt came back," Brandon explained to him. "He didn't give up. And it would have been easy after getting such a bad reaction from Tracy. But he loves you, just like so many other people. I'm on the top of that list." |
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| Dillon Quartermaine | Oct 10 2006, 03:54 PM Post #55 |
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"It doesn't matter what my mom thinks anymore," Dillon told him. "I mean, I used to tell her I was gay all the time to get a reaction from her. When she was being mean to Lucas or threatening to send me to military school. I guess I never really thought about that I really was gay." |
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| Brandon Ray | Oct 10 2006, 03:56 PM Post #56 |
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"I just don't understand it. My parents were supportive from day one. My mom says she prefers it; I would never become a teen father. But all of my siblings are great about it. I just... I really can't imagine what it would be like to not be accepted by your own family," Brandon sighed, taking Dillon's hand in his. |
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| Dillon Quartermaine | Oct 10 2006, 04:00 PM Post #57 |
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"That's just it," Dillon told him. "The rest of my family does except me. Emily's been the best one. Jason I can tell is a little nervous, but he's a macho hit man, but he's still cool with it. It's just my mother that doesn't approve." |
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| Brandon Ray | Oct 10 2006, 04:04 PM Post #58 |
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"But your mother is such an integral part of your life, Dillon. It's okay to feel upset about it. In fact, I think you should show a little more of those feelings. You can't bottle them all up forever." |
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| Dillon Quartermaine | Oct 10 2006, 05:07 PM Post #59 |
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"I've been bottling them up for nineteen years," Dillon told him. "I was always afraid to show emotion around my mother. She was an emotional vampire. She wouldn't let me cry or be upset. She told me to be a man at five years old." |
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| Brandon Ray | Oct 10 2006, 05:09 PM Post #60 |
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"So let it out. I'm here, and you're always a man in my eyes," Brandon whispered, running his fingers on Dillon's cheek. |
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| Dillon Quartermaine | Oct 10 2006, 05:19 PM Post #61 |
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"I- I just want my mother to tell me that she loves me," Dillon said as tears formed in his eyes. "That's all I ever wanted, and- she always denied me real love. It's like she hated me or something." |
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| Brandon Ray | Oct 10 2006, 05:20 PM Post #62 |
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"Shh..." Brandon soothed, holding Dillon in his arms. "She doesn't hate you. She just has a hard time showing emotion. I'm sure she'd give up her life for you." |
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| Dillon Quartermaine | Oct 10 2006, 05:26 PM Post #63 |
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"I just wanted to know that she loves me," Dillon told him. "She could never give me that. I- I never gave Lucas that. He died thinking I didn't love him." |
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| Brandon Ray | Oct 10 2006, 05:28 PM Post #64 |
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"It's not your fault," Brandon told him. "And I'll tell you that everyday, even if you don't believe it." |
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| Dillon Quartermaine | Oct 10 2006, 05:32 PM Post #65 |
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"All I had to do was tell him that I cared about him, and he'd still be here," Dillon told him. "All it took was three little words, and no one seemed to be able to give it to him." |
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| Brandon Ray | Oct 10 2006, 09:39 PM Post #66 |
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Brandon felt tears welling up in his own eyes. "Do you.... do you want to cancel the wedding, Dillon? Because I understand it's a lot for me to ask you to move on." |
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| Dillon Quartermaine | Oct 10 2006, 09:49 PM Post #67 |
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"Brandon," Dillon said as he looked at Brandon. "I- I love you, I really do. I couldn't ask you to-" Dillon turned his head as the tears kept falling. "I don't want to hurt you." |
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| Brandon Ray | Oct 10 2006, 09:55 PM Post #68 |
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Brandon stood up and walked toward the door, trying very hard to mask his emotions. "What would hurt me more would be to see you look at me 10 years from now and wish I was Lucas." |
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| Dillon Quartermaine | Oct 10 2006, 10:00 PM Post #69 |
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"No," Dillon said as he stood up and looked at Brandon. "I'd never think that. I lost Lucas because I wasn't there for him. I don't want to lose you, too. You're a great guy, Brandon. You're smart, and sexy, and compassionate, and... you've really been there for me." |
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| Brandon Ray | Oct 10 2006, 10:02 PM Post #70 |
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"And I love you, too, Dillon. But I can never make you marry me if you have doubts," Brandon told him as a tear fell down his cheek. |
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| Dillon Quartermaine | Oct 10 2006, 10:03 PM Post #71 |
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"You deserve to be happy," Dillon told him as he took Brandon's hand. "I- I just don't know if you'd ever find it with me." |
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| Brandon Ray | Oct 10 2006, 10:08 PM Post #72 |
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"I know I would. I'm happy just knowing that you're alive," Brandon whispered. "But I can't be selfish. If you want to leave, I won't stop you. It'll hurt like hell, but I'll deal with it." |
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| Dillon Quartermaine | Oct 10 2006, 10:11 PM Post #73 |
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The tears were falling down Dillon's cheek. He pulled Brandon close and held him tight. "I'm so sorry. I love you, Brandon." Dillon kissed Brandon's cheek lightly as he stood up and walked out of the room. |
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| Brandon Ray | Oct 10 2006, 10:13 PM Post #74 |
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Brandon collapsed on the floor hysterically crying. He just lost Dillon and didn't know if life would ever be the same again. |
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| Dillon Quartermaine | Oct 10 2006, 10:17 PM Post #75 |
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Dillon slid against the door outside of Brandon's room and cried. He loved Brandon with all his heart, but he knew it wasn't fair to him because he still loved Lucas. |
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