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| Tweet Topic Started: May 8 2008, 04:32 AM (270 Views) | |
| Kyle Radcliffe | May 8 2008, 11:17 AM Post #26 |
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I saw the kid fall back against the couch. I remembered when I first used and how I felt. "You ok kid?" I asked him. I started getting the urge to do more and I was trying my best to hold back. I had to do this for myself but it was killing me. I started to get little jumpy. |
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| J.J. Kiriakis | May 8 2008, 11:30 AM Post #27 |
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I didn't know what was going on, I looked at Kyle and started laughing uncontrollably. "Is the room supposed to be spinning?" |
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| Kyle Radcliffe | May 8 2008, 11:35 AM Post #28 |
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I laughed alittle too as it was affecting me aswell. "Yup! You like the feeling?" I smirked as I sat beside him |
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| J.J. Kiriakis | May 8 2008, 11:38 AM Post #29 |
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"It's like all the tension is gone," I said in a more relaxed voice. I tugged at the collar of my shirt. "Did someone turn the heat on? It's a million degrees in here." |
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| Kyle Radcliffe | May 8 2008, 11:43 AM Post #30 |
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"Exactly thats whats great about it. It gets rid of all the pressures of life" I say as I laid back looking up at the ceiling. I heard him mention the heat. I smirked. "Its nothing for you to worry about...I say looking at him. |
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| J.J. Kiriakis | May 8 2008, 11:45 AM Post #31 |
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I stared at the ceiling with Kyle. For some reason it was holding my attentiion, like I was looking at a movie screen. "Are you sure?" I asked as I wiped my forehead, I was starting to sweat. "Outside of this damned heat, I feel absolutely perfect." I looked at Kyle. Was this stuff supposed to make me more gay, because this guy was hot. |
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| Kyle Radcliffe | May 8 2008, 11:51 AM Post #32 |
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I looked at him. "Yeah, I am here if anything happens.." I say as I looked at him wondering why he is getting so sweaty. "Its because your a first timer..." I say trying to calm him down. I smirked as he said he felt perfect. This kid seemed pretty cool.... I liked the innocence in him."So whats your name anyway?" |
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| J.J. Kiriakis | May 8 2008, 11:53 AM Post #33 |
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"J.J.," I said as I looked down at my shoes. They seemed like they were miles away. "What happens when this stuff wears off and pain and suffering all come back?" |
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| Kyle Radcliffe | May 8 2008, 11:57 AM Post #34 |
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"J.J. Huh?" I smirked. I heard him talk about when it wears away and if the pain and suffering will come back. "Well...yeah it does..." I looked at him. "You having a tough time or somthing?" I asked. I have no idea why I am getting so personal with this kid. I never gotten close to any of my customers. |
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| J.J. Kiriakis | May 8 2008, 12:00 PM Post #35 |
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"All my family's back in Oakdale," I told him. "They sent me here because they thought I needed time in a small town to get my act together. Last summer I got kidnapped for two months by a criminal and almost killed. Ever since I was rescued, I've been... nervous and acting out." |
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| Kyle Radcliffe | May 8 2008, 12:04 PM Post #36 |
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I was kind of suprised of what this kid has went threw. "Well, that seems reasonable to me. You had a horrible experience..." I looked at him and I put my hand on his shoulder. "Sometimes its good to let this things out on a stranger.." I smiled "I actually know what its like to be kicked out by your family because they didnt like the way you were acting..." I say as I remembered how my parents found out about my addiction and told me to clean up my act or get out. I haven talked to them since. I looked at JJ. "So tell me about this boyfriend of yours. Is he treating you good?" |
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| J.J. Kiriakis | May 8 2008, 12:08 PM Post #37 |
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"Yeah, he's great," I told Kyle. "I mean, he's good to me, but...sometimes I get the feeling that he's just with me because he's just experimenting." I really cared about Jared, but I didn't know if he honestly loved me or not or if he'd dump me for the first girl who caught his eye. "I'm sorry about your family," |
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| Kyle Radcliffe | May 8 2008, 02:54 PM Post #38 |
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I listened to him talk about his boyfriend. I can see that he is into this kid and that he isnt sure if the boy feels the same a way about him. I smirked. "Well you know JJ. He would have to be pretty stupid not to like you..." I say as I couldnt beleive I said that maybe its the drugs talking. "I know what it is like to have relatinoships and where you dont really care about the other person...the problem was I was always that person who didnt care.." I looked at him. I heard him say sorry about me family and I was suprised he cares. "Yeah that makes both of us.." I say as I looked at the bag wanting more. |
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| J.J. Kiriakis | May 8 2008, 04:56 PM Post #39 |
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"I feel so good right now," I said as I stared at my hands. "But I know this feeling's going to go away soon and I'm going to go back to being miserable." |
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| Kyle Radcliffe | May 8 2008, 04:59 PM Post #40 |
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"Well, from what I heard your life doesnt seem so miserable I mean you got somone who seems to care about you..." I say as I know I didnt have anyone but Aaron. |
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| J.J. Kiriakis | May 8 2008, 05:02 PM Post #41 |
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"And what happens if he finds out that I did cocaine and dumps me?" I asked him. |
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| Kyle Radcliffe | May 8 2008, 05:04 PM Post #42 |
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I looked at him. "You think he would actually dump you for trying somthing different?" I shook my head. "Well kid, if he does that then I dont think he really cared about you at all.." I say as I gave in on my temptations. I went over and snorted some more up. I looked over. "Hey, you want another fix?" I say feeling generous. |
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| J.J. Kiriakis | May 8 2008, 05:07 PM Post #43 |
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I was too wasted to know any better at this point. I scooted up to the table and took another hit from his stash, and immediately started forgetting why I'd started getting high in the first place. "Wow," I said with my eyes half open. "That is some good shit." |
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| Kyle Radcliffe | May 8 2008, 05:10 PM Post #44 |
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I started laughing at him. "Your a laugh riot kid" I smirked. I started feeling more relaxed now and I just sat back watching the wall. |
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| J.J. Kiriakis | May 8 2008, 05:12 PM Post #45 |
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I laughed as I sat next to him, just watching the wall with him, occasionally glancing over at him. "I don't think I've been this stress free in a long time," I whispered as I stared ahead. "Thanks." |
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| Kyle Radcliffe | May 8 2008, 05:14 PM Post #46 |
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I smirked. "Well, I am happy I can help. You know not too long ago I was where you are kid...things get better.." I say as I tried to give him some hope. |
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| J.J. Kiriakis | May 8 2008, 05:17 PM Post #47 |
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"How?" I asked. "I mean, I'm 15, I'm just coming out and... I have no family here, and my boyfriend probably just wants me so we can experiment. Once my family finds out, they'll just ship me off somewhere else so they don't have to deal with me." |
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| Kyle Radcliffe | May 8 2008, 05:22 PM Post #48 |
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I looked at him. I felt bad for this kid and I cant beleive I am actually considering helping him. "Well, I was given an opportunity and it changed my life.......soft of." I said under my breath. "Maybe..you will also..." I smiled "So your just are coming out?" I looked at him. "What made you find out you were gay?" I ask curiously |
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| J.J. Kiriakis | May 8 2008, 05:24 PM Post #49 |
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"It was before I came to Westland," I told him. "I started noticing some guys at school,but I didn't think anything of it. Then I met Jared and... I started having feelings for him. I'd never felt that way for a boy before, and... I really liked how he made me feel. But lately, I think he's just using me to find out if he's really gay or bi, or just going through a phase." |
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| Kyle Radcliffe | May 8 2008, 05:28 PM Post #50 |
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I was listening to his story and I was thinking how when i was in high school I used to bash on the gay kids. Aaron made me change the way I thought about that. "I can see why you are feeling miserable then. I would be too if somone I cared about wasnt sure about there sexuality.." I looked at him and I put my hand on his shoulder. "Well, you know what. You have to show him that your special and if he doesnt see that then maybe he is the wrong person for you.." I say looking at him and I felt really high. |
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