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JJ goes home
Topic Started: May 9 2008, 07:09 PM (219 Views)
Kyle Radcliffe
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I heard him talk about how he can be himself around me and doesnt have to hide himself. I smirked "Well, pretending never solves anything...Its quick fix to get out of reality..." I laughed alittle out of nowhere since thats what the cocaine does too.

"You dont think you can be yourself around your man?" I asked.
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J.J. Kiriakis
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"No," I said as I looked down. "I care about Jared, but... I can't be myself around him. I can't open up to him about how I'm feeling. He wouldn't understand."

I started crying a little. "It's like every day of the last year's been nothing but pain. It hurts to get up in the morning because of what I went through when I was kidnapped. I was afraid to go out of the house for two months after it happened."
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I watched him as he started to cry. I went over to comfort him. "I am sorry you are going threw such a rough patch right now kid. I myself have been where you are...I felt embarrased to even be around people.." I say as i remembered living on the streets for a short while after I was kicked out. "Well, you dont have to be alone anymore.....I mean....you got me.."


I cant beleive I am telling this kid he can talk to me..I mean who am I for one to give advice.

The only thing I could do to make him feel better was to give him his fix but I dont got it on me right now.
"You really need a fix dont you?" I say as I couldnt hold in my pain again. I moaned. "Damn it!"
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"Yeah, but... it's not that bad," I told him as I saw he was in pain. "You need a fix, too, don't you? You're not suffering from heat stroke, are you?"

I went over to the table and grabbed the plastic bag. There was a small bit of coke left, probably not enough to get wasted on, though. I brought it over to him.

"This is all I have left."
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I laughed when he said heat stroke.. "Kid, I wish it was.."


I see JJ bring me over his leftover coke. I was shocked he actually willing to give it up. I know I wouldnt of. I just grabbed the bag from him and used right infront of him. I couldnt take it anymore I knew it wasnt enough but I would of taken anything I could right now.


I saw him looking at me. "Am I still this good guy in your eyes now?"


I felt like an idiot. I am supposed to be watching this kid get high and look at me I am falling apart right infront of him.
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I saw him take in what little coke there was and felt bad for him. I reached over and took his hand.

"Even good guys stumble once in a while," I told him as I felt the pain of withdrawal hit me. "Kyle, I- I'm still glad I met you."

I couldn't help it and started crying from the pain.
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I looked at him when he grabbed me hand and told me that he was glad he met me. I didnt get what this get liked about me so much. "Yeah..." I said as I wasnt sure if I should be making friends with this kid like this.


I saw him trying to brave it out but he slipped and started crying. I patted his back. "Come on kiddo dont do this.." I say as I rubbed his shoulder. "How much money did you get?" I asked him


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"About twenty bucks," I said as I tried to stay strong. "It's all I have until I can start waiting tables this weekend."

It felt good when he started rubbing my shoulder. I wish I hadn't started doing drugs, now I was going to end up alone and addicted. No one was going to want me now.
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I looked at him when I heard him say 20 dollars. I made a face. "You know thats like giving the stuff away.." I said to him. "So you did get that job?" I asked. Trying to get him not to think about the pain.


I looked at this kid and I dont know why but I feel for him and I shouldnt be feeling like this about a client.
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"Yeah," I told him. "I got a job waiting tables at the Metrocourt. I'll have more money by this weekend, I promise. I don't have anything else on me, unless there's something else you want. Or maybe I have something I could pawn."
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I looked at him. "Well that depends...What do yo have that would make up for the rest?" I asked curiously.
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I started going through my things. I didn't have much, just some clothes, CDs, and stuff. I traveled pretty light.

"This is pretty much it," I told him, my body shaking a bit. The only other thing I had to offer was myself, but I didn't think he'd go for that.
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I looked at him with a disappointed face. "Kid..this stuff isnt gonna cut it.." I looked at him. I saw him shake. ""I'm afraid I cant help you here..."





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"The only other thing I have is my body," I told him. "And I don't think I'd get much for that."

I could try to hold off until the weekend, but I didn't know if I could go that long without a fix. I didn't know what else to do.
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I heard him say his body and I looked at him. "Woah..." I said suprised. "You telling me you would actually do that?"


I was suprised he would go to such lengths even I had my limits.
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"It's not like you'd actually take me up on the offer, right?" I asked as I tried to laugh, but the pain was too much as I rested my head on the bed.
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I didnt answer his question. "Look, you shouldnt be even thinking about selling your body to anyone." I watched him lay his head on the bed. "Your in alot of pain arent you...." I say as I knew this was a bad idea I was thinking of. "Ok...look I trust you to pay me back at our next meeting so I am willing to give you the coke now.."



I couldnt beleive I was actually doing this. Its the first time I ever given somone it without paying up front.



"Is that a deal?" I said as I put my hand on his shoulder again
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"Ill work extra hard to get the money, I swear," I told him. I'd work all night, every night, if I had to. "And I wouldn't have offered if it wasn't you. You're the only I'd trust enough to... offer myself to."
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"I am glad to hear that" I smirked as I beleived him.


My eyes widened. It should feel wierd talking about him offering to have sex with me but it didnt. "Well, I guess I am honored to hear that" I smiled and smirked.


"Theres only one problem though....I dont got it on me right now...Its back at my place.." I looked at him.
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"Are you feeling better?" I asked him. "As much I need my fix, I don't want you going out until you're feeling better."

I was in pain, but so was he. I didn't want him falling over into a ditch or anything.
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"At the moment I am hanging in there....I dont know how long it will last.." I looked at him. I cant beleive how nice he is being to me..I never had anyone beside Aaron or my family that actually gave a damn about me. I looked up at him. "I dont think my boss is gonna be around he is probably with his boyfriend...so now is probably the best time to get it.." I said looking at him. "Um..if you want to you can come with me.."
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"Are you sure?" I asked as I looked up at him. "Sure, I'll go with you."

It'd be nice to get out of the motel room for a while. I forced myself to deal with the pain and pulled on the rest of my clothes.
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"Ok then, " I said as I got up I felt little wierd but rubbed it off. "Lets get going" We left.


I hoped I wasnt making a huge mistake bringing him to Aarons.
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I ran home and slammed the door. Kyle really was a bad guy, and I fell for him. He used me. Now he had me hooked on cocaine, and he'd just took my virginity. And I couldn't go back to Jared like this, he'd never understand I was hooked and had sex with my dealer.

I pulled out the cocaine and felt like shit. Maybe a large hit would help. I set it on the table and started taking one hit after another until my nose started bleeding. The last thing I remembered was hitting my head on the coffee table before the darkness came...
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I pulled up at the motel and I looked at his motel room. I am not really sure whats going on with me anymore and I know I cant be around this kid anymore feeling like this. I got out of my car an went to his door. I knocked on it. I heard no answer. "JJ, please answer the door. We need to talk about last night" He wasnt answering thats when I decided to check if the door was open and it was. I opend it and I saw him on the floor and blood. I quickly went over to him. Thats when I saw the coke on the floor and the bag was nearly empty. "Damn it kid!" I knew what happend here and I quickly called an ambulance. "Why did you have to do this?" I say as I started to freak out alittle. I then quickly cleaned up the drugs and any evidence that I was there. I rubbed my hand on his head. "You better pull threw this one kiddo" I said as I heard the sirens and I quickly got the hell out of there.
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