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Parker & J.J.
Topic Started: May 12 2008, 02:17 PM (456 Views)
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Parker drove me home, but the ride was silent. By the time he got me home, I was shivering and shaky from the withdrawal. At this point, I'd do anything to take the pain away.
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We got into the house and I helped him to the couch. I picked up the drugs on the way. "JJ how are you holding up?"
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"It hurts, real bad," I said as I laid down. "Can't I just have one small hit, just to help ease me along?"
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"JJ! NO!" I said little loud so he gets I mean it. "You are going cold turkey even if I have to force you" I said stictly to him.


"Why dont you tell me more about this Kyle guy" I say as I wanted to get his mind off the drugs.
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"I met him at the motel," I said, my voice shaking. The room went from cold to hot almost instantly as I sat there, feeling the shakes hit me. "He seemed like a jerk at first, then... he started being real nice to me, and we started talking. I thought he wanted to be my friend.

Then a few days later he came by and I went with him back to his place to buy more drugs, and we started getting high. I didn't know what I was thinking, Parker, when we... we started kissing, and then he stripped me while I was wasted, and he... and he..."

I let the tears fall as I closed my eyes, remembering how much it hurt.
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I closed my eyes when I was hearing the story I couldnt beleive this happend to him.

I put my hand on his shoulder. "JJ, that is not how it supposed to be. I am so sorry he did that to you. You are gonna find a girl thats gonna love you and you will get threw this"

I said as I was trying my hardest to be strong for him.
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"Parker," I said in a whisper. "There's something you need to know. You're going to hate me when I tell you the truth."
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I looked at him. "JJ, I could never hate you. I hope you know that. You can tell me anything"
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"Kyle didn't rape me, not at first," I said as I looked up at him. "I'm gay, Parker, I wanted Kyle to make love to me, but... I didn't want this."
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I looked at him when he told me he was gay and I didnt beleive it. "JJ, your not gay...Kyle is just confusing you. "
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"Parker, before I started doing drugs, I had a boyfriend for four months," I said as tears fell down my face. "I left him so I wouldn't pull him into this mess."
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I got a wierd feeling in my stomach I was suprised and shocked hearing he was dating a boy. "So you are really gay?"



I got up and walked to the window. 'I am sorry I wasnt here for you to confide in me when you realized..."


I felt like I was a huge disappointment to him. I wanted to be the big brother he could depend on.
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"I'm gay," I said as I started sweating. I laid back, breathing heavily. "I've known since before last summer, I've always just been afraid to say anything."
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"You have nothing to be scared of anymore. You are who you are and I accept that. Its Kyle who is gonna pay!" I said as I sore him started withdrawls.
"JJ, Hang in there ok." I helped him with the withdrawls



I knew I had to take things into my own hands and take this guy down.
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I started shaking as I laid down. "Make the pain stop, Parker. Please."
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I watched him suffering. "You can do this JJ, I have faith in you"


I knew I had to distract him. "Tell mem ore about this boyfriend"
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"His name's Jared," I said as I kept shaking. "And he's got these beautiful green eyes. That was the first thing I noticed about him when we met."
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I smiled. "So what happend? you didnt feel you can trust him?"
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"As much as I loved him, I always got the feeling he just wanted me around so he wouldn't be alone," I said sadly. "It's like he was just experimenting because I was the only person around."
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"Oh, I am sorry about that JJ.." I comforted him.


"Your young you know you just started looking and I am sure you will find the right person"
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"I wanted my first time to be with Jared," I said as I looked up at him. "Now it's all ruined."
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I heard him. "JJ, your too young to be even thinking about sex.."


I know I had to ask this. "He used a condom right?"
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"Yeah," I said. "It didn't stop it from hurting, though. I just wanted to be loved, Parker. I haven't felt... anything since last summer. Then I met Kyle, and I... started feeling good again."
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"Did he make you fall for him?"
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"Yes," I whispered. "I fell for him, Parker. To the point where I wanted to be with him and didn't care about anything else. He made me feel good again, like I meant something. Then after he took what he wanted from me, he kicked me out."
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