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Parker & J.J.
Topic Started: May 12 2008, 02:17 PM (460 Views)
Parker Snyder
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I saw his face I went over to him and rubbed his back.

"Just relax ok sport" I said hopeing this will soon be over.
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J.J. Kiriakis
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"I feel like I'm gonna be sick," I told him.
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Parker Snyder
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I brang over a bowl. "Let it all out JJ" I said helping him.
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I bent over and started letting it all go. I felt like I was throwng up all my internal organs.
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I closed my eyes as I found it gross. I just patted his back. "Let it all out JJ"
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I was crying because I was in so much pain as I threw up into the bowl, finally stopping when I had nothing left to get out.
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I see his seemed to have finished. I rubbed his back. "How you holding in buddy?" I said as I movd the bowl.
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J.J. Kiriakis
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"Like I want to die," I said as I looked down. "That's how bad it hurts."
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"You see what doing drugs did to your body JJ? "


I was hopeing I was getting threw to him that he should never od this again.
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"I just wanted to feel good again," I told him. "I was tired of being sad and alone."
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"Can I ask you somthing..." I looked at him. "Do you still feel alone now?"


I asked as I felt he seemed to think so.
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"Not with you here," I told him. "When you started dating, I felt like we weren't spending any time together, and I was already depressed because of what happened. Plus Mom and Dad were never around anymore. I felt so... cut off."
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"I am so sorry about that JJ. I never ment to put you aside...but I guess did without realizing. Its never gonna happen again. You are going to come first from now on"


I said as I wanted to keep that promise..


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"Don't put your life on hold for me," I said, my body still sweating from the withdrawal.
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"Your important to me JJ, your the only brother I have"
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I let the tears fall as I laid on my stomach, just wanting to get through this. "How long is it going to hurt?"
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Parker Snyder
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"JJ, its not gonna go away just like that.." I told him.
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"What do you mean?" I asked as I stared at the wall. I was so tired, but I couldn't sleep because of the pain.
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"You are gonna have more urges to use but it wont be as bad as this. You think you will be able to control them?"

I looked at him seriously.
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"I- I don't know," I told him. "I feel like my body needs more junk, Parker. I'd do anything for a hit right now to make the pain stop."
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I held his hand.

"The hits would only last for a few hours and then your just gonna be back to sqaure one. is that really worth it?"
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"No," I said. "It feels like someone's tearing my insides out."
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I shook my head. "You shouldnt of done this in the first place"

I said as I started to come down on him.
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"I just wanted to feel good," I said. "Kyle made me believe that all the pain would end if I tried it."
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"I am sorry he lied to you.." I sat next to him. "The pain is even worse now isnt it?"
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