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| Lethargus | Sep 18 2012, 12:53 AM Post #361 |
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Woof Woof Woofies!
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Hehe...he... Seriously though, that sounds kinda serious. I hope you're ok. |
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| GhostBox | Sep 18 2012, 07:04 AM Post #362 |
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I Just Got Nommed
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Been in school for close to month or two now, and I've enjoyed it so far. Love my class as of far; though I only see them like two/three days a week, since I'm only at school on like mondays and fridays <.< Going to Rome again in October, was there last year with my old senior class, and yet again this year! And since I've managed to just merge in with the existing class-"regime" I've been invited to one of the gals' 18th birthday the coming weekend! And as far as I know from some other buddies of mine; they party hard, something I'm NOT used to! <.< All in all, I'm doing way better than last year, and I feel like I have more to live for now ^^ So yeah, I'll pop in and out of the Spam-thread and so on from time to time, I'll also be starting livestreaming properly again in a week or two, since I'll be getting Fiber Optics soon :3 Laters~! ~Sid |
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| Tiennou | Sep 18 2012, 10:40 AM Post #363 |
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Chicka Bow!
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I've been to Italy twice and both times, we were going through different cities from north to south. So I got to see Rome twice. It's a pretty amazing city. On another note, I found it amusing that the more you go south, the worse people drive ![]() Talking of Italy, I've however been to Venice only once... for about 20-30 minutes. I was coming back from Slovenia and I had to switch trains in Venice. Just the front of the station was so gorgeous, especially because it was at night, and every city is much more beautiful with all the lights on in my opinion. I'd love to see more. Ain't no shame to be a tourist, take lots of pictures
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| GhostBox | Sep 18 2012, 11:28 AM Post #364 |
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I Just Got Nommed
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The traffic in Rome... That's a darn Deathtrap! But it's even worse in Greece <.< |
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| thewryness | Oct 7 2012, 10:00 PM Post #365 |
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Chicka Bow!
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Should I explain my absence? ![]() Anyway, I decided to take some time away from the forum. Felt incredibly ticked off and stressed out with the forum for some reason. (I was ready to ask to have my account deleted, tbh) Instead I decided to split for a while. Yesterday was the first time I visited the Toemunnity (absence makes the heart grow fonder). Perhaps I was a jerk to not say goodbye, but I didn't want to come off as an attention fiend. I'll be around now and then, but probably not as much as I was. I'm on DDO and LOTRO now and I'm looking into LoL. Gotta love distractions. Have a wonderful evening.
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| omegafilming | Oct 7 2012, 11:45 PM Post #366 |
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Mist Could Not Pass
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Hey, what's up? I've unfortunately been neglecting my studies a bit much, recently. Though, I think I have it all under control. I just seem to have too many ideas to be concentrating on everything. Either way, my next break is over Thanksgiving, where I will be going to Hawaii (yay). Between then, I'm not sure what to do to keep from falling into stagnation. I know, these are kind of vapid problems, they still plague me though haha. |
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| TheSamuraiElf | Feb 4 2013, 11:53 PM Post #367 |
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Woof Woof Woofies!
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Yo, haven't posted in this for a while. Might as well. So.... things ain't bad, but not particularly good either. In fact, I'm in a frustrating battle with myself. I feel there are things in my life I know I should do and yet I don't do them. I know that these things will do good for others beside myself, and yet I don't think that is important. I'm in a struggle to do what is right yet continuously do the opposite. I felt I worked harder when I had a clear, attainable goal in front of me, which was the happiness of my girlfriend and my work towards improving myself in order to make life better for the both of us. And, now that is gone, I've seemed to lapse back into a boring rut of doing nothing too risky. It's frustrating to say the least. Also the lack of people to confide is rather annoying. I feel there have been very people in my life who I can completely trust and tell everything, which I suppose is why I'm typing this and even then I'm not saying everything. I have all my cards, I don't want to play them. It's..... dumb. Edited by TheSamuraiElf, Feb 4 2013, 11:54 PM.
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| TheSamuraiElf | Feb 5 2013, 01:28 AM Post #368 |
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Woof Woof Woofies!
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I think I've found what I've been looking for. I'm think I'll be fine now
Edited by TheSamuraiElf, Feb 10 2013, 12:50 AM.
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| Pong | Jun 1 2013, 02:06 PM Post #369 |
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Neener Neener Neener
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Since this thread have been dead i've decided to necro it. Why? Well, a ton of stuff have happened in my life the last 2 years and i havent really typed any of it so i felt like sharing my progress from a murmle to a mostly normal person. 1. Most important event these past years are me standing up to my asshole of a brother and my father. Basicly my brother and father have been abusing me verbaly since i was 12 or something like that and now it's finaly gona stop. I told my father a year ago about how he was acting and simply stood up to him and explained that one more time and i'l go to the police, (might have threatened his life too ^^), and well it stoped and he is a next to transformed person this day. He is 99% gona of the complete fucking asshole of an abusive father he once was, only time it apears is when he get frustrated over his shit life, but he apologizes after. Now, 2 weeks ago i told my brother that, well, nobody likes him because he is an pice of shit that acts like a fucking ass to everyone. And told him to back off. Also explained that even if he might not realize it he is sick and should check himself for mental dissorders with a doctor. 2. Quitting school and now gona start working. I've been bullied since 5th grade untill 9th grade, and well school have been a torment of teachers that tell me to step it up and students being assholes to me. This year i realised that i've developed a phobia for school enviroment, and well i'm gona start working instead and actually start living my own life for a bit. Do some traveling when i get the monies and just take it easy. 3.Medication and medical conditions. My back si damamged after a diving accident and now after 5 years of chronic back pain i've finaly got a doctor to give me a nerv check to see if my nervs are damamged and x-rays that revealed a hight difference in one of my vertebrae that is causing part of my pain. My wisdom teeth is gona get removed this autumn and i can finaly get my theeth straightened. 4. Depression treatment. This might be the number one but honestly i probably would not have made it unless my situation changed from what it was to what it is now. Well, i finaly have a medication that works and a good conection to a doctor and psychologist. Don't want a wall fo text for anyone to read so i just made some small notes of the key things these past years. And want to say that i'm actually really glad to have fond this Forum since you guys can always brighted my day with your shenanigans. ^^ |
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| ReptilePZ | Jun 1 2013, 02:31 PM Post #370 |
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Big Sweaty Moose Bleepers
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Hey man, I'm glad things are starting to look up for ya and I'm very happy we managed to make this transition easier for you. |
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| thewryness | Jun 1 2013, 04:02 PM Post #371 |
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Chicka Bow!
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Glad to hear of the good changes in yer life, Pongoff. Stay strong and true to yerself and remember that you'll always find some sort of shenanigan here. |
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| Unfie | Jun 1 2013, 11:47 PM Post #372 |
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Big Sweaty Moose Bleepers
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You're awesome man. It's good to know your father figured his shit out and realized that he was lucky enough to have a son like you. Just like Wry said, stay strong. |
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| Gorger | Jun 2 2013, 01:37 AM Post #373 |
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Mist Could Not Pass
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Kudos to you Pongoff
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| Zyan | Feb 24 2014, 03:28 PM Post #374 |
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Nyan Nyan Nyan Nyan Nyan Nyan Nyan Nyan Nyan Nyan Nyan Nyan Nyan
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So, since this thread has been here for a while and hasn't been updated in a while, I decided I'll post an update of what I've been up to lately since I barely even post to these forums anymore. Things have been quite stressful as of late, due to searching for colleges and just recently turning into a "legal adult," a lot has been going on for me for the past few and upcoming months. Depression kicking back in for reasons unknown to myself is also fun, but it isn't as severe as it used to be, so that's nice. But quite honestly, I feel like I'm stressed over something I really shouldn't be and it feels like I have a lot more going on than I actually do. That might just be me thinking that "Oh, I'm still a teenager, I'm not supposed to be responsible yet." Just a tad bit of information. Nothing too depressing, just that a lot has been going on and I know my life is going to change drastically soon, and I honestly have no idea what's going to happen after the next few months. |
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| Pong | Feb 24 2014, 03:58 PM Post #375 |
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I think that's pretty normal, both with the depression and the turning in to an adult. Stress and sudden changes to your lifestyle can trigger a relapse in lack of a better word, what i realized is that even though i'm feeling fine 98% of the days, my body can react and tell me to calm down, and that's probably whats happening to you, i might just be saying things you've already heard but the best approach is probably to just sit down whenever you feel down and try to analyze the reason, surroundings and events leading up to you feeling bad. As i'm probably broken somewhere i find this extremely fun to do, while torturing my self to do things that triggers my shit. But in the end it really helped me to realize what's going on and how to stop it. The whole adult thing, is just what you said, i'm turning 20 this year and feel like i'm 14, having to stop my self once in a while to tell my self that i'm actually an adult, though never act like one. Thing is, Men are just large boys, out of all the old men I've asked most if not all said they felt like they where kids still, though just responsible enough to handle shit. Whats being responsible then you might ask. To be able to do what is necessary when it's necessary. Though i would just tell you to chill the fuck out and let things go, some things can't be helped. Hope you actually took something from reading this as this is what i realized during my long time of meditating and talking to much wiser people than me. May the lazor Bear ever be your guide
Edited by Pong, Feb 24 2014, 04:01 PM.
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